ill and well, hate and love, girl and boy, Summer and Conor!
Will Summer age 19 get on with Conor age 22 when her mum accepts a new job being Conor's music producer,
Will fame go to Conor head when his first album gets release to the public and
Will...
its now Tuesday and I'm starting to feel a bit better, i can't go out and meet George so i guess i have to stay at home again today and be in the same house as Conor fucking Maynard... great! i still can't do much on my own so my mum has got to help me get washed and dressed, we are both used to it after these past 3 years so its not something new. Conor will be here in a hour so i better go get washed...
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some time passed and i was washed and dressed... well in a onesie and i was going to be token down stairs by my mum, and yes whilst I'm like this she has to carry me down stairs. She picked me up bridal style and we were half way down the stairs when there was a knock on the door...
Conor's point of view:
Come in Conor i heard Kate shouted and thats when i saw Summer all cuddled up in a onesie in her mums arms with a mask over her face being carried down the stairs, my first reaction was to go up to half way up the stairs where both were and take Summer from her mums arms and help her get down stairs. Here Kate, let me help you, aww thank you Conor. And thats when i took over and swooped her up into my arms to help out her mum who looks like she was struggling. she was so light to carry and i was looking straight down into her beautiful tired eyes every step i took and she started to hold onto my neck tighter every step we took. I carefully placed her down on the sofa and her mum came and placed a blanket and placed a kiss on her head holding back the tears.
Are you okay Kate? i asked whilst walking through to the kitchen, yes thank you Conor for helping me carry her downstairs, so how come she can't walk? um well all the meds she is being pumped into her body just shuts most of it down so she isn't awake for very long and she can't do much whilst recovering, so has this happened before or is it just, um yeah many times before, it just comes naturally so don't worry, okay
1.30pm
Summers point of view:
Mum, i called... MUM....MUM... is everything alright Summer? said Conor, yeah where is my mum? she's just on the phone outside is their anything i can do for you? No thanks its fine i just wanted something to eat. I can make you something if you want, a sandwich, beans on toast what ever you want? um beans on toast please, yeah sure do you want it in their or up at the table? yeah table will be fine, do you um.. do you want help? i should be fine thank you!
and that was it i took one step and my legs were so wobably i tried to hang onto the door frame as best as i could but the whole world was starting to go blurry i tried to just blink through it but ended up walking into a wall. Conor soon came and catched me and walked me to the table with his arms around my waist.
Conor's point of view:
I turned around once i heard a bang on the wall it was Summer i ran round and catched her before she fell but i couldn't help myself but put my arm around her waist and walked her round to the table and sat her down. It was silent for about 2 minutes whilst i went to the microwave to bring out the beans and butter the toast and all she said was thank you, what? thank you, for what, for calling my mum the other day, for bringing me down the stairs, for catching me just now, its fine Summer i know Jack would kill me if i just let you suffer on your own, really? yeah he thinks a lot about you. I was lying to her which i hated yes i was doing it for jack but also for myself i really like her but i know she doesn't feel the same about me, she probably thinks that I'm doing all of this helping her, so her mum keeps working with me, but to be honest i care about her more than my career. soon before it her meal was ready and i served it up to her.
Summers point of view:
Conor served the beans on toast to me and there was so much of toast and beans, i knew i was only going to have 5 mouth full, but i didn't want to tell him why i am full only by eating a few mouth fulls, so it was out of i eat half of it and be sick in 10 minutes later or i have a few mouth fulls and i have to tell him why. he was sat opposite me on his phone but watching every movement i took i only ate 1-4 slices of toast and only a few mouthfuls of beans. and pushed it to a side and thats when my mum came back in from the garden on the phone, oh Summer your up how did you get into the kitchen? um Conor helped me, he saw me struggling and helped me over and cooked me something to eat. wow you have eaten quite a bit. as she said that i saw the puzzled look on Conor's face but he just smiled and relaxed his face when he noticed me looking at him.
Conor's point of view:
this girl is confusing me so much, her mum just said that she ate loads but to me she had hardly anything especially if she has been asleep all day. Conor.. and thats when Kate knocked me out of my train of thought... yes sorry Kate what did you say? i said you can take the rest of the day off we have made good progress today, okay thank you see you tomorrow. You to Summer see you tomorrow, and you too Conor said Kate where as Summer just nodded at me.
Summers point of view:
wow! you and Conor are starting to get on, no not really! what yes you are, no mum I'm sick of Conor always coming to the rescue in my life, carrying me down the stairs, guiding me to the table, making me lunch i hate it! no darling he's just trying to help he knows you are struggling, what? have you told him about what happened? no course not, but no affence its not hard to tell you aren't very well and he's just trying to help because i done know he is trying to be your friend or something, no mum he is just poking his nose into my personal life and he is only helping to make a good impression for you! he doesn't seem like that kind of guy, well people don't always seem to what they are truly REMEMBER!! please don't bring it up for both of our sakes...
a few hours have passed and me and my mum have calmed down a bit! hopefully she is right and Conor really does want to be my friend and help....
