When you're looking like that

Secrets

When I came back home Nico sat on the stairs. "Nico, what are you doing here?" "Nina, I hoped to meet you here." "I was in the pub. The lads said you're not feeling good and at home." He got up and took my hand. "Nina, I...." Then he kissed me. "I'll go home now." "But Nico..." "Don't say that you felt nothing last night and now." He kissed me again. "Goodbye Nina." "Nico, please don't go." He turned around. "I have to go. We'll see us in two weeks." "Please stay. Why can't we see us tomorrow?" "I'm sorry. I have no time the next weeks to see you." "But why?" "You wouldn't believe me. Goodbye Nina." I held his jacket. "Please don't go." He looked in my eyes and we stood there a while. It felt like hours. He stroked my hair away and kissed my tears away. "I cannot stay here tonight." Then he went downstairs. "Nico, please." I jumped to him and held his hand. I looked in his eyes and took his face between my hands to kiss him passiontley. He pushed me away and run out of the door.

In my appartment I saw three messages on my phone. From Shane,  Kian and Mark. I knew that they could be at home now and tried to call Mark, because the other two had their girlfriends.

Oh hi Nina.
Mark, are you at home?
I'm on my way, why?
Could you please come to the beach close to the Parkstreet?
Yes, but what happened?
I'll tell you then

I waited at the beach when I saw Mark coming. "Nina, what happened?", he hugged me. "Nico was there when I came home." "And then?" "He asked me again if I felt nothing last night and kissed me." "And what did you really felt last night?" I cried. "I think I love him." "Did you tell him that?" "No, he said that he cannot stay here tonight and I wouldn't understand why. I held him back and kissed him too. Then he run out of the door." "Maybe I can talk with him?" "No, please don't tell him about my feelings. What is his secret?  Why do he think I could go if I know the truth?" "I cannot tell you." "Is he married?" "No." "But why can't we see us tomorrow? Why in two weeks?" "It has something to do with his job?" "But he didn't tell me what his job is." "He'll tell you it soon, but I cannot help you." "Thanks for your time, I'll go to bed now. Good night." "Good night Nina."

Nico
I wasn't gone and saw Nina with Mark. When she was back in her appartment I run to Mark. "Marky." "Nico." "I saw you with Nina. What did she tell you?" "Nina called me to talk about the situation with you." "You have her number?" "Yes, she gave us her number today." "Mark, I love her." "Say it Nina not me." "I cannot Mark." "Why did you tell her that you cannot see her tomorrow? We're leaving Sligo on Saturday. You have five days to tell her the truth and your feelings." "That's not easy Mark." "But we want to tell her who we are Nico. Go to her and tell her who we are." I took a deep breath. "I'll try it. But when I see her I cannot speak anymore." "How are you supposed to leave her when she's looking like that.", Mark grinned. "Oh Marky."

I was in my bed when the doorbell rung. I opened the door carefully. "Nico?" "Nina." We didn't say much and started with some passiontley kisses. He lifted me up and carried me to my bed. While we kissed us passiontley he removed his clothes.  I only wore my sleep shirt and Nico touched me under it and caressed my breasts. "Oh my god.", I sighed. He was completely naked now and removed my slip. He kissed me between my tighs. My hands grabbed some pillows. "Oh Nico." He removed my shirt and kissed my whole skin. I couldn't breathe and had goosebump on my whole body. He stroked down my arms and kissed my neck before he rolled on my top. I wanted him so badly and pulled him closer to feel him gliding into me. His hard moves let me scream. "Oh Nina", he moaned. We climaxed to the same time. He rolled down from me and looked in my eyes. "Nina, I have to go to Dublin on Saturday." "But you'll come back? " "Yes, but....." "Let's enjoy every second." "But...." "But what?" "I'll miss you."