When you're looking like that

Breakdown I

Nico
In the moment Nina stopped singing I couldn't breathe and saw her breaking down in Shanes arms. "Nina!", I shouted and run to the stage. The music stopped immediately. The people had all a shock in their faces."Nina.", I cried and carried her to a sofa. The lads and girls and Ninas dad came to us. "What is with her? Why did she break down again?", Mia asked. "Nico she did break down the second time?", Shane asked. "Yes, she broke down yesterday. But we thought it's because of her mum." She wasn't awake. "Nina." "I called the ambulance Nico.", Jürgen said. I stroked her over her face when she opened her eyes. "What happened?" "You broke down again." "My head. I saw black and...." "Psschhh... the ambulance is on the way." "I don't want to go to the hospital." "Nina, they'll check your body from head till feet. I'll take you home and will care for you." "The ambulance is here.", Kian said. "Hello, what happened?" "My girlfriend broke down. It's the second time that she saw black and broke down." "Ok." They checked the blood pressure. "The blood pressure is low. So we'll take you with us to the hospital now and there the doctor will make a nuclear spin tomography of your whole body." "Nico I'm afraid." "I'll come with you." "I'll come with you too.",her dad said. "Thanks dad. Please call mum, but I think I don't want to see her." "Guys I'll call you all, if we know more.", I said. Then we drove to the hospital.

"Ms Schmitt you have a disc prolapse at the 5th vertebra and between the 4th and 5th vertebra of the neck.", the doctor said. "And now?", I asked. "You can go home, but your boyfriend has to take care for you 24h seven days in the week. You could break down again. So please rest for the next 14 days." "That should be no problem.", Nico said. "And the records in the studio?" "They can wait Nina. I will not let you alone for the next two weeks. And the album is almost finished." "Ok you can go home now. Here is the notification for sickness. Come again in 14 days." "Thanks doctor." "Let's call Shane. He could pick us up.", Nico said.

Shane drove my dad to the hotel and Nico and me to our home. "Get well soon Nina. We'll visit you tomorrow." "Thank you." "Thanks buddy for bringing us home." "Your welcome."
I layed me in our bed. It was late now and I was tired. "I'll call the bands physiotherapist. He could come twice this week for a massage if you want." "That's nice....How could that happen Nico? Disk prolapse." "I don't know my darling. But now rest. I'll bring you breakfast, lunch and dinner to the bed." "You're so cute." I layed in his arms and felt asleep.

At the next morning our dorbell rung. "I'll go Nina." He opened the door. "Good morning Jürgen." "Good morning Nico. I wanted to say goodbye before we drive to the airport." "Come in. Will you take the taxi?" "No the train." "Hi dad. Where is mum?" "Hi my girl. Your mum is in the taxi." "And why didn't she come to me?" "She's afraid. She cannot forgive herself for all what happened." I cried. "Goodbye dad and say mum that I love her." He hugged me before he was gone. Nico put his arm around me and I leaned my head on his shoulder. "Please don't cry." "I'm so happy to have you Nico. He kissed my tears away. "Did the doctor said something about no sex the next 14 days?", he smiled. "He said that you have to take care for me." "Oh I will Nina." He kissed me gently and carressed my breasts under my negligee. I let him remove it. He kissed my breasts softly. Every centimetre of my skin. His hand touched me under my slip and removed it slowly. He kissed me between my tighs. "Oh Nico.", I sighed. He removed his boxershorts and layed on my top. He kissed my neck and I stroked through his hair. I felt him between my tighs and wrapped my legs around him. He glided into me slowly and very softly. With a slow rythm of moves we reached the highest point. "Is that the way...you'll take care for me.... the next 14 days?", I asked breatheless. "Only the best for you baby." "I love you Nico. Thank you for loving me and being part of my life." He kissed me and rolled down. "I'm always there for you."