It's not that simple

We're not Party people

**harrys pov**
The address the Jason dude sent wasn't far from where I was at the moment and it took a little convincing to get the rest of the band to go but they eventually agreed and got dressed as we arrived at the party I saw her she was sitting with the girl from earlier  I watched as she cried but eventually I hid listening in on their conversation I know it's creepy but I couldn't help it
"I can't do this"she cried her voice rough and raspy as if she's been crying for a little
"You can't hide behind baggy clothes forever you have an amazing body "the other girl told her rubbing her back
"It's not the dress the dress is fine I'm talking about the people how will I even start a conversation none of these people In here want to talk to me besides they all think I'm the shy girl in the back of the room maybe it should stay that way "I didnt know her but her words made me hurt the thought of someone as beautiful as her talking like that killed me
"Let's make a deal we go and after twenty minutes if you don't like it we'll leave "she agreed I watched as she stood up fixing her brown hair that flowed down her back stopping in the middle as she turned around and  I pushed my self further away from the light but I think she saw me I stopped looking for a little not hearing a single word but a few foot steps
"Socially awkward too"a small giggle came from behind me soon the owner of the voice was right in front of me ...her
"I guess"I laughed a little did she even know me
"Amnesia"she smiled putting out her hand for me to shake and I did
"Harry"I said hesitantly what if she noticed me
"Well harry you look very familiar do you know Tanya"I looked at her confused oh Tanya the girl that was with her
"No"I shook my head softly hoping she wouldn't notice me but I forgot I put on my hoodie and sunglasses
"You know it's dark outside"before i could answer her Friend  ran to her side
"One fucking direction is inside"she yelled not paying attention to me as I watched amnesia expecting her to freak out like every girl
"Calm down "amnesia said her hand on Tanya's shoulder a small smile on her lips as if she wasn't affected by what Tanya said "now go in there and talk to them and I don't mean just stand there"Tanya ran off before she could finish talking I waited for amnesia to go off two but she stayed "you know their  normal people too I'm sure their only here to have fun not to have a crowd of girls around them the whole time "she yelled laughing a little as she watched Tanya walk back into the house
"So are you not a fan"I asked her as she leaned against the wall
"I mean their cool I guess I've never really seen them or anything tho I just know their names and a few of their songs "I nodded at her reply "and even if I was a big fan I'm sure I wouldn't want to get in their pants I mean they're people too and are probably totally different from the them they choose to show on camera "I understand where she's coming from that's all girls want is to get in our pants I mean not all there are some fans that just love us and don't want to get in our pants
"Well who's your favourite "I asked her quietly taking a seat on the ground
"I've only seen one picture of them but I would say the one with long hair he has a nice style plus the hair is amazing I feel like he would have an amazing taste in music... man bun on fleek"she laughed and looked to me still smiling I'm sure the smile on my face is no longer hidden as I looked at her
"Harry"i said covering my mouth quickly I didn't want to risk her knowing it's me "my sisters a big fan"
"Yea him I guess you could say harry styles has a good style ..that's a knee slapper"her smile brightened as she laughed at her own joke and I laughed a little to I mean it wasn't a bad joke "you wanna get out of here this is getting really boring I don't do party's"I nodded and she stood up extending her arm so I could grab her hand and get up also "let's go to the park"I followed behind her as we walked towards the sidewalk and down the road silently until we reached a small park lit up by a few street lights she ran to the swing and got on I walked towards the one beside her and sat down swinging a little but not much I laughed as she tried to swing as high as she could "this is the only song I know but get ready for this 1D pun ...its a long way down "she let go of the swing for a second and pointed towards the ground but quickly grabbed ahold of the chain again
"So how is it up there "I asked and she nodded
"Just great"her words were soft and quiet as she slowed down soon getting off the swing and walking over to me