It's not that simple

New lover

***amnesia***
I woke up the next morning to my phone blowing up there were millions of messages some from as soon as harry dropped me off home some from just now I scrolled through them it was mostly twitter comments and a few messages and an article from Tanya I opened her messages first
-Tanya- what the fuck You didn't tell me about Harry
-Tanya-why didn't you we are best friends
-tanya -I talked to Niall last night
-Tanya-read the article now
-Tanya-link
I clicked the link and it sent me straight to buzz feed I began to read the article aloud
"Who's the girl Harry's new girlfriend maybe a one night stand "I read on and on and on "spotted last night at a small ice cream shop in Louisiana harry and a girl identified as amnesia Tallaya "my heart stopped another notification popped up and I clicked on them reading through the millions of comments
-Harryandlouis01-bitch stay the fuck away from Louis's man
-harryedward-I'd be surprised if he ever hangs with you're ugly ass again
It's your not you're I thought to myself continuing to read 
-tales from1d-now I know why he was wearing the glasses he didn't want to be spotted with you
-Penguinsandluke-you are beautiful
There were many many more comments but I couldn't read them I couldn't or I would go back to the way I was I'm just starting to get better I turned on music the only thing that could help me and I texted Tanya to come over I needed someone who cared right now
*****
The door bell rung and I ran down the stairs opening the door and not bothering to look who it is before hugging them tightly "Tanya I'm so stupid what did I do I should have known now there's so much hate I can't take it and I can't go back to the way I was everything just started to get better "arms wrapped around me but not Tanya's arms much more muscular arms
"I'm not Tanya but I'm sorry I shouldn't have talked to you I didn't want this to happen "Harry? I looked up and sure enough it was him I pulled away quickly and silenced him
"There so many people right now saying things I thought I never had to deal with after my parents left "I covered my mouth I didn't want him to know anything "I mean after they ...took care of things at school "
"I'm sorry"
"I shouldn't have spoke to you I should have stayed home I should have payed attention to Tanya when she showed me a picture of one direction "I wiped my tears away and looked to the ground "I had a very nice night with you but I can't take all this hate I didn't do anything to anyone but they tell me I'm ugly or I'm a one night fucking stand they tell me I'm a slut that just wants to get in your pants I barley even know you I didn't even know you were you and I don't want to get in your pants "his arms wrapped around me again and I didn't protest because of how dizzy I was feeling I wrapped my arms around his neck and placed my head on his shoulder trying not to cry anymore I mean they don't even know me I shouldn't care
"I know you don't want to get in my pants "he laughed softly in my ear "and you're not ugly you are beautiful if I had the chance I would want you to be more then a one night stand so tell them to fuck off "I laughed a little this time whispering a small thank you "I'll tweet that you're my friend"he said still hugging me but tightly as if i would slip away
"No i wouldn't want you to be stuck with me pretending to be your friend "I told him silently I wouldn't want him to have to deal with me I'm sure he doesn't want to talk to me anymore
"Then let me take you on a date it doesn't have to be real unless you want it to"I shook my head "but it would get rid of the one night stand rumours "he was right but..
"They could still think I was a slut"he shook his head
"Please"did he really want to take me out ...no maybe it was just to prove something
"One date "
"I'll pick you up at six"