Maggie
Who knew that having to leave your boyfriend in the mental hospital that you basically forced him into was going to would of upset him?
Not me apparently
Ben is livid with me, I've tried explaining that I can't help the fact that I was released before him. Apparently I have made more progress in the process then what he has.
As much as I hate to admit it, he's probably not doing as well because he didn't come to the decision to be admitted on his own. He only came because I was coming, and at the time, I appreciated it a lot.
But now, I wish he never had came at all.
I know its harsh, but right now all I can think is harsh.
We've fought for days, constant yelling, up until I packed my things and my mom picked me up.
I don't exactly know where it leaves us... Broken up? in a relationship? basically we're at the in the 'It's complicated' stage.
I don't want this to be the end but if he holds this against me, I don't think I could continue on with him.
Jonah has been a great friend through out it, he listens when I rant; which is all the time. He's supportive and he's doing a lot better now. Within the last few weeks we both have grown a lot closer with each other, He's told me his story and I've told him mine. Both of which are equally as confusing as the others.
Ben also wasn't to found of this new relationship I have with Jonah. He's obviously jealous and It's gotten beyond acceptable in my terms.
I love Ben, but I have to do whats best for me.
I don't want to end up how I was before...
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Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
Random~TRIGGER WARNING~ 6th book in the gone unnoticed series Ben is obsessed. Since a young age, he's been told to check, check everything and don't fuck it up. To check and to organize so that's what he does. Check, check, check, organize, repeat, rep...
