TomWhen Ed left, I tossed the McDonald's over to Tord."heya old friend do you wanna watch a mo-" umm does he want to spend time with me...no....I'm not falling for that shit again. "-NO SHUT UP TORD!" I practically screamed. I stomped into my room. I grabbed my bottle of...you know what. Gulp gulp. I chugged it down. My throat burning. I looked at my arm. Cuts, scratches....blood....new blood as I had a fresh new shiny blade. That wasn't shiny anymore...rather....bloody. I sighed. "Love fucking hurts". I whispered under my breath. I really really REALLY hate myself.
Tord
Tom came in. He handed..well more like threw some company bag with pancakes inside. I think it was called Mc something. McDonds...no it's... it's...oh McDonalds. They were good...but not as good as Toms. I tried asking him if he wanted to watch something with me. But he just had a hissy fit and stomped into his room. I don't know why but my eyes started to water. I started quietly sobbing...to- shit I'm crying. I love talking to him....
-one week later-
Yay, Ed and Matt are coming back today. Most days it was like
Wake up
Eat breakfast
Watch tv
Eat lunch
Fight with Tom
I run away
He starts drinking
He finds me
We go home
Then we shut up And watch tv
Then we have dinner
Then we watch a movie while eat dessert
And finally we got to sleepBut guess what...this time...it was different. I mean we almost kissed but...Ed and Matt came in and yelled out that their dating. It was awkward when they left. Tom left and was gone for a while. Then, Ed came in...
"Hey friend" I said
"Hey buddy" he said
"Sooo...um you are dating Matt now?" I ask and he sighs
"Yes...Tord?"
"Mmm Hmm"
"Do you like Tom?"
"Don't change the subject Ed"
"I'm not...its just what I saw today...do you?"
"Erm...no...uh...maybe....." *chuckled "yah" I rub the back of my neck
"Ohhh yay!!!!"
"Why are you excited....he fucking hates me...excuse my mouth"
"It's alright right but Tord..."
"Yes"
"You can't tell I said this"
"What?" My heart must have skipped a beat.
"He likes you"
I swear when he said that my....oh my god what I was feeling...it was incredible.
"He...what.." I said quietly.
"So you both like each other..."
"Oh my god....I don't know what to do-" I was interrupted by-
"I got an idea!!" He yelled
"Shhh....what?" I asked
"Oh this is my idea --$:&/-8!-$-$/-(spoilers) " he started whispering in my ear.
"That's a great idea!" I whispered yelled
"I know right" he said standing up from the floor.Tom
Every time I see Tord my heart stops. I start drinking for my sins...loving another a guy...a communist. I told no one about my cutting...oh how I want to tell Tord. He came in, smiling and blushing. "What's up with you Commie?" I scoffed. "Oh..nothing" he said, his voice was high which turned me on. "Okay.." I was confused. "Ey Tom?" He asked. "Yah..." I was steady about my words because the alcohol was slowly taken control of me. "So.... Ed and Matt are going out and...well, I just wanted to know if you like to go with me, with...them" he was super nervous, I can tell. "Whatever, but this isn't a date, this is just two friends going with their best friend-couple" I said. "Oh..okay" he said, going out of my room.
Ed
So yah, Tord likes Tom and Tom likes Tord, so I have a plan...this is going to be good. Sadly, though, it's going to be a while for my plan to work, but it's going to be worth it...
-time skip-
At this restaurant, I don't know what it was called but this lady came up to us, her hair reminded me of rootbeer, it was dark but it faded into a light color, it was short, up to her shoulders. She wore glasses that were also like root bear that was dark on top but faded to light at the bottom. And you won't believe what she was wearing, but that you proberly guessed, her shirt was a brown shirt with the root beer logo on it mad her pants were like her glasses and hair. "I'm Kindle and I would like to seat you, how may today" she voice was deep but yet soft. "Um 4 today" I spoke. "Okay, follow me" we followed her to a table. Matt and me sat next to each other and Tom and Tord sat on the other side of us. "I would like some Eggs and bacon with biscuits and gravy" Tom ordered. "Uh huh, and for a drink" she asked. "Hmm Smirnoff?" Tom asked. "We don't serve alcohol here, sorry" she said, Tom pouted. "Fine, them...wa-" Tord interrupted him. "I think wants root beer" he said. "Uh sure what he said" Tom said. "Okay and you sir" she pointed at Tord. "Exactly what he said but scrambled eggs please" Tord said pointing to Tom. "Alright and you..." She pointed at me. "Chocolate chip pancakes with Coca-Cola" I said "alright me you" she pointed at Matt. "Umm blueberry pancakes with apple juice" he said. She walked away and tapped Toms shoulder and whispered "I wish they did" and ran away.
Tom
I was sitting outside of the seat and Tord sat by the window, Ed sat across from me and Matt sat by the window. Then, I saw my ex, the one who wanted me to kill myself, he saw me and I didn't know what to do...then an idea popped into my head..."Tord?" I quickly asked. "Hmm" he looked at me "Tord kiss me" I said as quick as possible. "Wh-" I stopped him from talking from my lips pressing against his.
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FanfictionOne year after...the accident....Tord started feeling bad for what he did and wants to say sorry but he can't a year later something happens that puts him onto one hell of a ride