Love = Suicide

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     Tord looked at me.... "Tom?..." I looked at him. "I have to go..." I said running out of the hotel. I ran as fast as I could....

Tord

    He said?.... he said it! He loves me! "Tom?..." I looked at him.... then next thing you know he books off. "Tom?" I was confused and disappointed. I wanted to that I loved him too. Wait... why... am i... standing he--.... I have to go after him...

Tom

    'Damn you! You're so dumb! And stupid! Who can ever be with me?!' Thoughts ran inside my mind. I ran faster, ignoring the pain in chest, which felt like someone stabbing me repeativly with a fucking kitchen knife. I ran faster.

    Tord:

  "TOM STOP PLEASE!" I ran faster, it wasn't the fastest, I wanted to save my energy if he tries to do anything stupid. "THOMAS RIDGEWELL STOP DAMNIT!" I screamed, it didnt work, is he deaf or something? I screamed his bame, trying to get him to stop, i saw something in the distance. It made my stomach drop, he isn't that stupid is he? It wont do this! I hope...People care for him. I'm not worth this.... I needed to stop him. What I saw... was a....







Tom

   I ran towards a bridge... a big one... no one goes on it, but yeah, it dropped like 20 ft down. So that is enough to kill me... I hope... I ran towards it. I heard Tord, but ignored him.... I tried holding back my tears. But they fell. I was so embarrassed. I ran to the bridge. Looking over it, the deep fog that covered the ocean which was calling my name. I put one leg then the over on the rail.... I tried to stop... after the words I heard "TOM I LOVE YOU!" I did try stopping... but I slipped... causing me to fall....

Tord

  I said what needed to be said, the truth. "TOM I LOVE YOU!" I yelled but it was to late... "NO!" I ran to him as fast I could.............








Tom was hanging on to the bridge. "TOM!" I yelled... reaching out my hand. He grabbed my hand and I pulled hard to try to get back up... "Tord! What?" He looked me confused, since tears were in my eyes. I'm in love with him. "Tom!" I pulled harder which brought head back in the bridge.. as his body still dangled... with his free arm he grabbed the bridge and pulled himself up. I till helped him up... soon his whole body was on the bridge, he was on his knees. I got on mine and hugged him tightly. "Tom!" I screamed. "What?!" He screamed back. "Why would you do that?!" My eyes still filled with tears... but face obviously wet from my sweat and tears. "I HAD A PANIC ATTACK! I THOUGHT YOU DIDN'T FEEL THE SAME!" I looked at him in a worried face. "TORD I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU! YOUR ACCENT AND FACE! YOUR HAIR AND YOUR A BADASS AND YOU MAKE ME LAUGH! AND ALL OF THAT MAKES ME HAPPY! I WANTED TO LIVE ONLY FOR YOU! I CUT MY WRIST AND DRANK MORE TO FORGET YOU BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANNA FACE THE PAIN OF YOU NOT LOVING ME BACK!" He yelled at me, I looked at him in shock. I loved him too, he knows that, only one thing would make this perfect... and its this.... I plantedcb my lips on his...

Tom
 

   Tord saved me. I basically tried ruining my lungs by yelling at, him. Because I loved him... stupid l-.... my thoughts were cut off from a kiss from Tord. I melted into the kiss. I was so happy. I smiled into the kiss and he pulled away for air. Drool was contected to our lips. He smiled and I wiped off the drool. I laid my forehead against his. He held my hand and I held it back. He sighed and with his other hand he put it on my neck. While my arms where around him. He Smiled and just simply whispered "lets go home" as I noded. We went home, holding hands.


    

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