Every breath you take

Bad bad bad memories

Tom

I continued on kissing, I didn't really want to stop, I was going to open my eyes to see his reaction but I felt hands grip my neck. I pulled away for air and looked at Ed...he was shocked,his mouth hang open and he looked freaked out and Matt is confused. I tilt my head at my ex and he looked at him and Matt did also, they looked at me and whispered. "Why is here" Ed asked "oh my god!" Matt whispered-yelled. "Tord follow me" I mumbled, I got up and went the bathroom.... He went with me and I told him to get in the same stall as me and he did. I passes around the bathroom ready to cry... "Tom...wha...what was that!" He yelled. "Tord I'm sorry..there is just something you don't know about me!" I yelled back. "And what would that be?!" He was still yelling. " Tord...I want to go home" I started to cry. "Wha- okay" he was going to ask something but he stopped. He went out and told Ed and Matt that we are leaving.

At home

"T-Tord?" I was still crying. "Do you mind to tell me what's going on?" He asked. "Listen...I had an ex..." I told him EVERYTHING in fact, I told him things that I have never told anyone before... "T-Tom..." He had tears in his eyes... I wiped them off."sh-shhh it's okay it's okay" I was calming him. "I-I am sorry" he sat down and I sat beside him. He put his head on my shoulder.... "Tord..." I started to list up my sleeves but he lifted him which made me squint. "What....what did...how did..." He was tearing up again. "I used my razors and I used shards of glass" he gently kissed them. "Tord..." I was saying it.... "Tord I love you" he looked..happy. ."Tom I love more then any-" I couldn't help myself...I kissed him and he kissed back...we made out for about five minutes. "I love you so much Tom" he told me. "I love you too Tord" I do I really do I really do love him. "I love you" he repeated "I love you a lot" we endlessly told each other how much we love each other. "Don't leave me" I said, stroking his hair. "Never" he whispered which put shivers down my spine.

I woke up and was extremely confused...no...it was a dream...my ex was no where to be found and Tord was staring out the window I sighed. I realized I woke up from Edd waking me up saying that our food was here. The lady gave us our food and drinks. We thanked her and we ate. I so wish to actually feel his lips...I had a crush on him...I hated him to the guts but I've been broken before and I take it again.

Tord:

Tom glared at me every few minutes which made me uncomfortable but I do have te slightest crush on him...who am I kidding? I'm in love with him, that camping trip changed me...like the movie "into the woods" we just go into the woods feeling a certain way then we come out feeling different. Like what the hell? But anyways the atmosphere in the air was amazing. Laughter was passed around and me and
Tom looked at each other and blushed a few times. But of course it seemed like slow motion hanging with friends...I don't ever want to lose them or hurt them...ever again. If anybody does hurt them...I'll make sure they will regret it....especially if they hurt Tommie Boy....

I'm back and I don't plan on leaving