Law and Order: SVU Smuts and Fluff

Touch Me- Raphael Barba

(Thinking about making a book over this one and such.)

Warning: Mentions sleeping with a previous boss. Barba getting mad and yelling (and boy is that hot).

Being transfered from Virginia to New York was a big jump, and it didn't go unnoticed by your new squad. Over the last months, you didn't fail to notice the looks from some of your co workers, and Olivia. But you pushed that all away, you had cases to work on. Until one night.

Everyone has gone home, and for some reason Barba had came in and walked into Olivia's office with her, shutting the door. Knowing better, you didn't pry on it and worked to finish paperwork. Until Olivia called you into her office.

You swallowed your nerves, got up, and let the click of your heels help calm you down. Closing the door behind you, you turned to face the two. "What can I do for you?" You asked, smiling softly. "We noticed that kind of out of the blue you went from the FBI to us. I mean, you worked under Aaron Hotchner for a few years, and then just a few months back you suddenly wanted to work for us?" Olivia's question rang through your head. Looking down, you but your lip. "Damn it (Y/N), just tell is what happened! Did anyone hurt you? Did you hurt someone? What?" Barba's shouts startled you, and you saw his eyes then showed he was sorry.

Taking a deep breath, you sat down and then so did he. "My old boss and I were attracted to each other. Totally against the rules, but we still had consensual sex. We called it casual sex, no feeling attached. But we both knew it wasn't going to work. One day, someone found out and threatened to tell everyone, it was the perp we were going at. So after we caught him, Aaron and I agreed to stop and I would transfer out to whatever unit I wanted. I chose SVU because I would be able to help people I what I specialized in collage for." You stopped talking, and saw Barba was turning red with rage.

"Does it have something to do with the case we are on? I'll go down to being a normal cop if you want me to,  I don't want you guys to be in trouble." You stated, and Olivia shook her head. "No, it just would have been great to know for this case. It's another guy claiming he knew about you and Aaron and that you had an abortion."

You took a deep breath and laughed. "Sorry, sorry. But I am 100% against that for myself. I represent free of choice for that, but if I was pregnant with Aaron's baby I would have stayed in Virgina. I'm not pregnant or in a relationship with Aaron anymore." Barba got up and walked around for a second.

"Would you be able to deny it in front of court willingly?" He asked, and you nodded. "It's just speculation from the guy. I can deny it and ask for hard facts on the stand if you need me to." You said, and Barba nodded. "Do you still have feelings for him?" His question sounded more like a demand, and you shook your head. "I care if he dies, but I don't love him anymore. As soon as I was able to back up in the situation, I could see I was just lonely and so was he after his wife's death. Nothing more."

Satisfied with your answer, Barba promptly left, and then you did. The next day at court would be hell.

"Miss (L/N), how was your relationship with your old boss?" Asked the other lawyer as you sat in the box. "Objection! Question has no relivence to the trial." The other lawyer smirked as she continued, "It will." They judge allowed it, and you sat up straighter. "Well, he was my boss. I respected the man, and he respected me." You said, and the lawyer continued. "Did you have sexual relations with him?" You almost laughed but kept it inside.

"No, it's against the rules." She nodded and continued. "With talking into your passed lovers, they claim you do know a lot about BDSM. Correct?" You fucking knew where this was going. They were gonna use your facts and pin it against the victim. This felt all like when you all first met Barba.

"So is it possible for woman to get pleasure from being hurt?" She asked, and you nodded and explained when she asked. "The belt or collar around the throat can cut off some air, leaving a high feeling in the one being choked. That way the orgasm is better. But that is why there are safe words. Janet Parker (completely made up) used her safe word as heard in the audio, but you don't hear him stopping. Only tightening the belt, you hear the buckle clink and a struggle."

You could tell Raphael was relieved when the judged called it a day, and he was the first one out. "Wow. Didn't know you were into that kinky stuff." Said Fin when you got to the group, and you rolled your eyes. "Learned about it in high school, experimented in collage, and ta da. Good girl act with a kinky side." You said, and made your way out the door. Waiting for the elevators, you were one of the last ones. And you noticed Barba was walking to you, also waiting for the last one.

You noticed his eyes seemed darker, and when you both walked in he kissed you. You liked him back, so you kissed him back. "Say the word and I'll stop." He said, and you smirked. "Touch me."

#LetBarbaSmash