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Justin's p.o.v

Hi. My name is Justin, but that's not what everyone calls me. You see I'm ftm transgender, which means I was born in the wrong body. So for the past 3 years i've been living my life as boy. Well almost. Lots of people have trouble accepting me. But you just get his feeing inside of you when you know that you are in the wrong body. But there are things you can do to make you more masculine, such as wearing a binder or staring testosterone. But if you are under the age of 18 like me, your parents have to pay for a binder. You are lucky if they accept you but if they don't then you are stuck with dysphoria. My mother never accepted me when i told her i was transgender or when i said that i am gay. Everyday the beating gets worse. I am stuck in my house most of the day because she doesn't want me to fall in love with a boy. So her plan is to keep me inside. But jokes on her i already have boyfriend, we met on this app called musical.ly and we have been dating for around 2 months. His name is Raegan and he is the sweetest thing ever. Raegan is also trans/gay but his parents accepted him. I've told Raegan about everything that my mom does. Raegan is the only person that makes me pull through the day because i know one day i will be in his arms. But for now Raegan is only a friend on the internet to my mom, but to me, he is my world. He plans to come over to Minnesota soon and i can't wait.

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