Afraid of loving you - Jaegan

mom?

Justin's p.o.v

i walk back to my room, with the nurse very close behind me. i get to my room and i walk over to my bed and sit down at the end. she asks me a couple questions, if i'm suicidal or if i feel the need to cut, i said no, i feel much better now that Raegan is here, but she didn't seem to believe me. she told me i have to stay in my room all day, great. she finally left and i was walking around my room, thinking of what i could do for the whole day. i laid down on my bed and went on my phone and made some musical.lys and updated my Instagram to let everyone know i was okay.

*time skip*

Raegan's p.o.v

i finished the check up, and my nurse very nice and gentle. she told me that Justin has been told to stay in his room all day and i could visit him. i got out of bed and when to Justin's room.

"justin?" i knock at his door

"who is it?" he asks

"it's Raegan, can i come in?" i ask

"yeah" he responds

i open the door and he is laying on his bed.

"hey" i said

"hey" he responds quietly

"i love you" i say

"i love you t-too" his voice cracks and he starts to cry

i walk over to him and pick him out of his bed. my arms are wrapped around his back while his legs are around my waist. he puts his head in the crook of my neck. i can feel the tear drops fall on to my shirt. i rub his back. i lay down on the bed with his still on top of me.

"baby boy, what's wrong?" i ask

his breathing sped up and he started shaking. i held him close and stroked my hand through his hair. i put my finger under his chin and lifted his head up. i wiped his tears with my thumb, i looked into his green tear-stained eyes and kissed him on the forehead.

"i love you Justin Drew Blake, never forget that"

*time skip to the next day*

Justin's p.o.v

i woke up by a nurse shaking me. i was a bit confused, but i let it slip by.

"justin get dressed you have a guest coming at 8:30" she said

"uhm alright thanks"

and with that, she leaves the room.

i turned back around to bed and realize that Raegan isn't there, i was really confused at this point. i picked up my phone and texted him.

j: hey babe where are you?
sent at 8:00

i shut of my phone and walked to the shower. i got dressed and out on black jeans and a shirt that Raegan got me. after i got dressed i chilled on my bed for about 10 minutes till i heard someone knock on my door.

"Raegan?" i asked sounding excited

"no, can i come in?" the strange voice said

"sure" i responded nervously

they open they door and right in front of me she stands.

"mom?!?" 

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