A/N:
right now I actually feel like crawling into a hole and dying. it's sounds dramatic, (i know).
but right now I feel like absolute shit. one of my closest friends turned out not to be my closest friends and just made out like I'm a total bitch. (when really, it's the other way around).
and also one of my best friends who I really did thought would be the for me through thick and thin, (thick and thin, I'm cringing). totally deserted me for that person without any information on what was going on. she practically just accused me for starting a whole lot of drama and totally blocked me out.
which as a result left me in having one of the most worst anxiety attacks that I've ever had. I know it sounds dramatic but if you guys saw the messages you may agree. I just couldn't control myself and I honestly just felt like a worthless piece of shit.
but with the help of my friend Ila, and looking through Jenna's instagram photos I managed to keep my cool and realised that the world indeed was not ending.
yeah it may look like I'm trying to draw attention to myself my blurting out my problems but I'm pretty sure that the people that follow me on this account can totally relate to what I'm saying because they are mostly just tøp and mcr trash accounts.
what message I'm trying to send through is that when you feel like the world is totally crumbling into little tiny pieces just try to look on the positive side of things. yeah I know that when you feel like shit you feel that as if there is no positive side, but there really is.
example: if you like mcr just imagine gerard masterbaiting on stage. or if your tøp trash just imagine tyler and josh accepting their grammy award in their underwear again.
just try to find a way to calm yourself down.
I know that you true twenty one pilots fans are probably getting sick of what I'm about to say but I feel like it needs to be said.
stay alive people. not just for your sake, but for the other people around you who really do care about you. I know that some people feel as if hurting themselves takes away the pain, but it really doesn't. it just makes things worst.
stay strong and live on.
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the third pilot
Fanfiction"but mom, I don't want to go to school! everyone just teases me and uses me because my dad is thee Tyler Joseph!", I say holding back tears. "honey, I know that it's hard for you but your just going to have to deal with it", my mom says hands on her...
