Joeys view
We had been sat on the sofa talking for over an hour now....
Chatting about life... why did this always happen to joe? Why not me? Or Tyler? Or Shane? Why Joe? I would rather it happen to me than anyone else.
Joe said how he contacted Alfie after the incident and told him to try and not let Zoe find out or it could give her another attack. I felt bad. Was it my fault?
I excused myself to the loo but as I reached the door Joe ran over and blocked it. I was confused. What was he doing?
JOE? What are you doing?
Joey go to the other bathroom.
Why?
He just mumbled.
WHY?
He again said nothing. I pushed against him so our noses touched. I kissed him. Joe released his grip on the door and I barged in.
I thought it was normal until I saw the sink. There was a razor sat on the side with blood dripping from it to the sink. I froze.
Pull up your sleeves.
Joey...
I said pull up your sleeves joe.
He pulled them up... 1...2...3........17 cuts on his arm.
Was this him or you joe? I said tears streaming down my face.
He mumble something under his breath.
JOE!! I shouted kissing him again.
I pulled away and he said...
me.
I slumped to the floor. More tears streaming down my face.
Joe! You need help. Help that I can't give you.
What are you suggesting Joey?
Joe... I love you but I think you should go live with either your sister or your parents. Seeing as poor Zoe's mental state isn't the best right now I think I know which.
I ran into joes kitchen and grabbed joes phone from the counter.
NOOooooo! Joe shouted but I ignored him.
Hello...?
Hi. This is joey. Joes friend.
Oh hi Joey.
I need to tell you something.
What's that?
I explained joes self harm, photo shoot incident and how I think he should move in with his dad.
He agreed and said he would expect Joe in 3 weeks.
I hung up.
Joe walked over to me.
WHY...WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT? I'M ... I'M FINE ALO....
I interrupted him kissing him roughly.
He didn't pull out so I ripped of mine and his shirts and led him to the bedroom never breaking the kiss. I threw him down on the bed and pulled of his trousers.
He pulled them off aswell as my trousers and boxers and I pullled him to the floor.
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Before Janiel...
RomanceThis is a story of what happened to Joey... BEFORE JANIEL. It goes through breakups, suicide, murder attempts and cheating. I hope you enjoy. Includes: Joey graceffa Shane Dawson Tyler Oakley Joe sugg Ryland Adams Zoe sugg Alfie deyes Caspar Lee C...
