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Sarah Smiles - Panic! At The Disco

The sun was nothing short of blinding, as I sat up and stretched. My eyes falter around the room, to spot Charlie. He had no shirt on, only boxers as his chest rose and fell peacefully. I couldn't help but smile, his face looked so relaxed and chiseled. But my mind snaps out of the trance and realizes. I slept with Charlie, I let him become my first. It was a intoxicating night, but it didn't make much sense.

"Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit." I whisper, sliding out of the bed and tip toeing to where m y desk was. Why on earth did I sleep with him? It was his intoxicating status, or his charm for when he said he would be gentle. Oh, so gentle. He made me feel pleasure so I didn't feel the pain of him taking away my innocence. I enjoyed it, oh dear I did. I wanted to feel his touch all over me again, replay the moment inside of my head. I look back at Charlie's peaceful body lying on the bed. I sigh,

"He was my first.." Hard to believe I never thought I would have my first. It was something I didn't really focus on, but the voices always had to note that I was a virgin. I look away, and look down at the journal.

"Is it wrong I enjoyed it.." The voices didn't pause to tell me that I wasn't wrong to have enjoyed it. I felt his touch still all over me, his stare deepening into my gray like pupils. His grip on my hair as he claimed me as his own territory. I wanted it to happen again, I wanted him to take over all over again. I wanted him to fully cloud my judgement. Take my paranoia away from me.

I hear him chuckle as he states, "Did I hear you enjoyed it, Kitten?" He hops off of the bed and steps towards me. My eyes dart down to the floor and my reddened face returned. I felt embarrassed, I was supposed to be a girl who wanted nothing to do with this man. Yet, I fell into his embrace. His lips kiss my neck lightly, as his arms wrap around my waist. My whole body shivers feeling the same contact from last night. I couldn't get enough from him.

"Your moans, after all said it all last night." He whispers in my ear, causing my saliva to disappear and my throat to become dry. I felt my head becoming dizzy as his rough hands glide up and down my stomach. I felt knots building in my stomach, and I wasn't myself anymore.

"And I enjoyed it, every minute of it." His hot breath hits my skin, causing the heat to continue to rise as I feel the tingling in my heaven, as I call it. It getting bigger and not letting ignore it's feeling. I wanted him all over me again, but I had to seem distant. I huff.

"Psh, whatever." I pull his hands off of my waist, and head for my drawers filled with clothing. I needed to find something to distract myself from the gorgeously crafted man who wanted my body it seemed all over him, all over again. He makes a 'tsk' with his lips and walks over again, and leans behind me. I could feel his boner, on my butt. I bite my lip, trying not to give him a reaction. It was bewildering that he still was affected by me. I continue to rummage and gather clothes while I could feel his pulsating friend continuing to press itself behind me.

"If you keep denying it, I'll have to do it again." I feel him run his finger down my back, slowly and quite. Causing me to melt under his touch. The voices chant to snap out of it, causing me to hitch up and face him. My clothes in my hand and my huff out. He pokes my nose and smiles genuinely.

"'Cause I know you enjoyed it anyways, Kitten." He leans closer to me, causing me to close the drawer with my feet as I now lean against the drawers hard surface. His bulge up against my heaven, causing me to gasp from its close touch. His breath is hot on my bottom lip, as he continues to lean closer. My heart began to beat faster, my breathing becoming a pant. I begin to lean closer, I wanted his lips on mine. The voices were screaming for me to resist, so I stop as his eyelids had fluttered shut. I giggle, placing my hand over his lips. His lids open and his eyes wander my expression.