Shameful decisions make for a shameful result. This one sentence alone could be used to describe the current events in my life. Whether it be my job or the moment I met him,my decisions have always carried a little shame.
As the game of benefiting from others wealth and taking advantage of their generosity became normal I fell in too deep. I was blind-sided. I was Tricked and Manipulated. I was played in my own game. It was a shameful result, but was my decision really all that shameful or was my decision blind-sided because I craved what was beneath the surface. I wanted to feel that emotion, the one where your warm, comforted, secure.
I got what I wanted and then some. I was a whore, I was a scammer, I was a gold digger who got a taste of his own medicine but it wasn't bad, it was BITTERSWEET
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The Mafia Boss And Me
Roman d'amourChris had a plan Javier just happens to ruin this plan
