Change The Summer #1 | s.c.l

Chapter 19

[Sean POV]
I ran to Sia's house which is 10 minutes or 15 minutes away from the hospital. I never run this fast before. I run non stop for around 12 minutes. I finally arrived at her house and I panted. I found a man that always with Sia. I guess that's her bodyguard.

"Excuse me !" I shouted while panting.

"Is Sia home ?" I asked.

"Yes why ?" He asked back.

"Let me in !" I shouted.

"Why ?" He asked again.

"I'm her friends ! Stop asking and just let me in." I shouted.

"No. Give me the password." He said and smirked.

"Idk. Clue ?" I said.

"My name." He answered.

"What the hell is your name..." I think and I finally can remember.

"Carl Robert. Now who cares. I have no time for joke." I answered angrily.

"Fine-fine you guess my name. By the way how could you guess it ? Are you a witch or something ?" He asked while opening the gate.

"Your name tag duh." I walk in and run to her room.

I run upstairs to her room. I saw her grandma and it was not polite to not greet her, so I do it really fast.

"Hi grandma." I stopped for a while and smile then run again.

"Oh.. hi ?" Sia's grandma just look at me confusedly while I was running to Sia's room.

When I arrived right in front of her room, I knocked it.

"Sia ?" She didn't answer my knock so I rush in.

"Sia !" I opened the door and watch her crying on her bed and she's holding.........

A blade...

"SIA DON'T !" I run to her and hugged her tightly.

I tried to take the blade but she was too strong.

"Get off from me." She cried and try to let go.

"No I won't ! Now put the blade down !" I said with a pretty high voice.

"No ! Why you can do it while I'm not ?" She cried.

"I'm useless !! I'm unloved ! Gabe doesn't love me at all ! Nobody loves me ! Everyone hated me ! Everyone don't care about me ! I'm not loved and I should die !!" She cried but I guess I know what to do.

I hugged her gently. I put her face on my shoulder. I rubbed her hair gently and give her a warm and nice hug that she ever had.

"If you are mad, don't be mad at yourself... Just mad at me and punch me in the face. You can even stab me and scratch my body and do whatever you like. Just hurt me and don't ever hurt yourself. If you hurt yourself, it means you hurt me too and you are slowly killing me." I said softly to her ears and she still cried and sobbing.

"No... I don't want to hurt you..." She cried and talk with a raspy voice.

"I don't want you to hurt yourself too... So if you don't want to hurt me and I don't want you to hurt yourself, why don't we not hurt each other by not do anything harmful." I hold both of her shoulders.

"But my mind say that I should, Sean. I should..." She cried and want to cut her wrist but I hold both of her hands.

"No ! It's just your mind ! Don't trust your mind, don't follow your heart just believe in me. Now give me that blade." I said slowly.