The Urge

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I've stopped myself so many times
and none of them felt right.
I need to go back to that self induced
destruction.

I need to get over my head but
how can I when my outsides
are putrid.

Let me go, cut the link that's
keeping me in here.
Cover my vision but don't
stop the transmission cause
I still care about people.

Please help me find another
source of red or I'll go insane.
I can't handle the gentle,
I need a rendition of my rental.

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