Back To Me

Chapter 9

All FSOG character and names belong to E.L James while original characters and story line are mine.

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*First part of this chapter is emotional and deal with death* Please be careful reading.

?POV Revealed!

"You've only been out of prison for 8 months, what the fuck are you doing?" I look at my step brother and I know just from the look on his face tonight is not gonna end well.

"Peter, you need to calm down and just come along for the ride of your life. Tonight I'm gonna get my girl and ruin the bitch that sent me to prison. Just watch and learn" He pats my cheek before walking towards my car.

I thought my step brother had changed since he got out of prison after 4 1/2 years. He was able to get out earlier than expected because he was in a jail cell for over 6 months waiting for his trial to start and he was the perfect inmate so he got released earlier. He is actually my step brother by marriage but I have only spent about a year total around him since I was 12. My dad and his mom married the day after my dad divorced my mother. Yeah, my dad's a real ass, apparently while my mom was having chemo and radiation for her stage 4 breast cancer, my dad decided to get himself to find a fuck buddy that turned into his now whore of a wife. The worst part is that my dad never once said he was sorry for hurting my mom and I rarely saw him. His wife gives me the creeps and makes me think she would try something with me if she was given the chance.

My mom lost her fight with breast cancer a little over 2 years ago when I was seventeen. She fought but at the end she was to weak and her body couldn't take it anymore. She passed with me and my grandma lying next to her. I rubbed her arm and whispers how amazing of a mother she was and how I would make her proud. I didn't want to but I knew I needed to release her from the pain so I kissed her forehead and while trying to keep my voice strong "It's okay to go mom. You've been the best mother in the world and you deserve to be at peace. I promise I'll be okay. Just rest and know I love you." That was the hardest sentence I've ever said in my life, but I knew she needed to hear it. Not even 5 minutes later she told me she loved me and then closed her eyes forever.

I was not sure if I'd ever be okay again, there was times over the last two years that I blacked out. I was so angry with the world and God for taking my mom, but about 5 months ago I met a beautiful bubbly blonde that swept me off my feet with her hyper personality and love for everything fashion. She is amazing. She is slowly healing my heart.

Our relationship was going great until we went to Club Rain one night a few months back and I saw a shock of my life my step brother was dancing with the Seattle Mayor's daughter. I watched him for a good hour while not even realizing I was ignoring my girl. I noticed he was more focused on a brunette girl dancing with her blonde friend but soon she left. I could see the look in his eyes when she left and knew something wasn't right. It wasn't until tonight on Christmas freaking Eve that he actually got in contact with me. He said he had an emergency and it involved my father. I almost didn't come but when he said he might not make it, I called my girl and told her I had something important come up. I should have known he was lying when he gave me an address to an apartment instead of the hospital but my stupid curiosity got the better of me. Now, I wish I had just gone to the Christmas Eve party with my girl but no instead I am standing in front of an apartment building while my step brother paces.

"Now this is what's gonna happen, You're gonna knock on the door and when she opens I'm gonna grab her. Then when we get her under control I'm gonna call her new best friend Candace fucking Thompson. That bitch will regret the day she put me behind bars. I'm gonna make her beg for her life before I put a bullet through her heart" His statement freezes me in place. Shit, how did I end up here again?