Emotions..

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~Fiora

"How was your training?" was what finally broke the silence, his voice calm as always. His eyes seem to see more then what was showing on my face. I shrugged my shoulders as I walk out of the bathroom, closing the door behind me and heading to his room. I felt him walking behind me as I was in his room I put my dirty clothes away as I was about to walk past him he grabs my wrist gently. I didn't flinch at the pain I still recieve from the blisters that he held onto. He pulls me towards him and looks at me with such... want?

"May I ask why do you want me so close? I don't think your beloved girlfriend will enjoy this." I poke his chest away. Yet I push him a small amount away he keeps his hands at my waist. He just looks at me so admiring and it never leaves his eyes. My heart rate was rising and my face was heating up, this cannot be happening. I felt nervous and I used full force to push him away and had him hit the ground.

I gasped, I didn't mean to push him so hard, "I'm sorry" with that I left the room and closed the door behind me. I went to the balcony and rest at the edge with my legs dangling. I can't be having such emotions, I can't I'm only here to protect this village not to have time for these emotions.

A hand was lightly put on my shoulder and my heart skipped a beat, literally. I stood at the edge of the balcony and did a back flip and landed behind Kakashi. I felt a sly smirk come onto my face. Kakashi turned and saw the smirk on my face and crossed his arms with a small grin with what I can tell.

"I want to help Naruto and retrieving his friend. That boy wants the best for this Village and I want to help." I spoke with such determination that it surprised myself. Kakashi tilted his head to the side and ran his fingers through his hair with a sigh. he was about to speak but I cut him off, "I know he has the nine tails inside of him. I don't know what is inside of me but I know I can control it and use it's power for good. I want to show them I'm not a monster just because my eyes are different or my looks are far from normal. I'm not going to harm them or that my parents aren't right about me being useless." I felt like I was ranting but why, why to Kakashi of all people. This wanting to burst all of a sudden came over me, I guess being quiet for years came to an end."No one knows I exist or knows how I can be useful if, if they just gave me a chance but I can't!"I'm yelling, why am I yelling? "One person thinks I'll betray you or I'm just a spy for that sick bastard Orochimaru, b-but I'm not! If she thinks that what makes me think that you don't believe that or the rest of this Village doesn't. I-i'm alone still. " that heavy weight I'm trying to hold behind my eyes because this isn't time to cry but the realization is hitting me. "I'm alone still! But right now I don't care I just want to help to show I can be of some use and of good use! Mainly to help that boy time be the next leader of this Village because I believe in him for some reason. Even if no one believes in me..." my voice is cracking and Kakashi's eyes are set on me. I felt the hot heavy tears of blood about to be shed and I turned away and rubbed my eyes, I was about to walk away until a hand at my waist pulled me back.

I felt his warm chest against my back as his arms wrapped around my waist. Kakashi rested his chin on my shoulder. My tails and ears were down this sudden emotion had tooken over my body my hands were to my face to hide this ugly streaks of blood. I small sob escaped from my lips and with that, wanting to run away was taking over but the more I try to move the tighter Kakashi's hold around my waist gets.

"You are not useless and you're definitely not alone" his warm breath as he whispered hit my neck as the wind makes my bangs float about, "You and Naruto do have much in common and you guys will become stronger together but I'm here to protect you." His voice, damn why must his voice be so soothing to my ears. He goes in front of me, his hands never leaving my waist until he reaches up my arms. In response I flinch back. I don't want him to see my face blood is probably smeared down my cheeks. He sighs and reaches to my hands and gently tugs at them, I feel his hands warmth but I don't budge.

"Like I said I'm here to protect you from those who are harm to you." I wipe my eyes and feel the stained blood trails down my face but with his hands still at my hands he slowly pulls away my hands from my face and lifts my chin with his finger he chuckles. He grabs my hand and takes me to the kitchen and wipes off blood from my face but I swat his hands away and take away the wet napkin and wipe off my own face.

"I'm not a child! I'm the same age as you. I can wipe my own face."He puts his hands up in defeat as I finish wiping my face. I turn to take my leave from the kitchen but as soon as I turn Kakashi's hand reached to touch my face and I froze. I turn my head to face him, I look into his eyes to see why but he was looking at my face in such a way I could not describe. He moves his hand up and brushes his thumb against my cheek. Heat begins to rise to my face, my body is just a mind of it's own.

"You missed a spot." he said suddenly and pulls away. I get so angry I hit him hard in the head he falls down with a huge bump left on his head. I walk away cracking my knuckles. With a turn on my heel I face Kakashi once again before heading into his room.

"Next time tell me! Don't just go ahead and touch my face! " I turn away and grumble to myself as I go into Kakashi's room and sink down against the door. I sigh in fustration but I feel this wave of loss of energy and tiredness come over me so I get up walk to the living room and find Kakashi on the couch sitting at the far end so I sit on the other end and rest my head on a pillow and curl into a ball. Kakashi was distracted by his book so I decide to mess with him. It's been a while since I was accompanied by a decent human being.

Kakashi~

I feel this soft tingling feeling in my ear as I was about to here to the best part of make-out paradise, I try smacking it away just to feel nothing but air. Less then five seconds the sensation happens to my other ear a raise my hand to smack it away but feel nothing. Trying to at least finish this page before feeling something tickle my neck and a drop my book and look to find Fiora pretending to be asleep, I stare at her with a curious look. I see one of her tails lift and go down I pretend to go back to my book so I can catch her in the act. No more then a minute later the tickling happens and I catch what ever tickling me. Once I grab it a small 'Eep' escapes from the sleeping beauty. she sits up and glares at me.

"Let go of my tail please?!" her voice was firm but so attractive. I look at her tail in my hand and feel the soft texture of her fur as her other tails wail around. She smacks my hand away from her tail and I finally let go. A bright red shade covered her cheeks as she hugs the tail I had in my hand she scoots away again and have her tails wrap around her. Her ears stick out as radars to make sure she could hear if I come near. I chuckle and go back to my book.

As I was about to finish my book I kept feeling movement in Fiora's side. I didn't pay any mind to it as I continued to read a weight on my shoulder and arm appeared. I glance down to see Fiora's head resting on me. I stood up and put down my book at the night stand.

"Why are you so-" I caught myself as I was looking at her sleeping face resting on my arm. I pet her hair in between her fox ears that I just adore when they twitch. I couldn't help but chuckle because of this, feelings for a girl that I rescued from being experimented on any longer.

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