maddian

pain- maddy

The first day hurt badly I was feeling pain like I never knew. My foster parents signed me over to rhydian foster home because they knew what was going on. Not really but they knew enough.

I could barely get out of bed. I am just grateful that they didn't put me in rhydian room... he's the cause for all my pain, my misery and my bed ridden state.

Pain twists in my body there is no place that is pain free everything hurts. People say your heart can't hurt but I've learnt that is just bull shit. My soul is in Pieces. My heart has been ripped out and trampled on. Pieces of it stuck on the bottom of people's shoes and carried far and wide.

While I'm undergoing this torture(the reason is unknown to me) everybody's laughing and having a good time. Not one of my friends have come to see me not since rhydian left. Shann and Tom cry everytime their here. Jimmi and Liam and Sam try to visit but Mrs. Morris never let's them in and I don't want anyone to see me this way.

While I endured this my heart and mind cry out for rhydian. I couldn't get him out of my head.

I felt the pain dull. I could hear the Morris family running to me.

I asked, "what's happening the pain was unbearable and now it's dulling?"

They looked at each other. I knew they were deciding which one should tell me.

Mrs Morris said, "you went threw aaahhhh......the rejecting when your mate leaves or rejects you it causes unbearable pain."

Rhydian left does that mean he's my mate?

I asked ,"could you bring me a book about our kind from the den"

They nodded and brought me a book I began to read