My Bad Boy Dilemma

chapter 9

Tati pov

after nick left I was hurt. I thanked brandon and left to go see caine. I know why would I go to see him after what just happened. easy I wanted to know why.

I walked into the nurse office. I saw caine in the back sitting on the bed.

" why?"

" you honestly dont know tati ?"

" I wouldn't have asked if I didnt"

" tati I liked you since 3rd grade. I always wanted to be with you and nick just walks in and take you from me. yes your my best friend but I always wanted you to be mine. "

" caine.... I- I dont know , I ..."

" tati I know you care for nick but how could you love someone who hurts you constantly. tati I'll never hurt you . I care to much about you to ever hurt you. just give me a chance. im sorry for kissing you earlier but I was mad that you was with nick. "

" caine I need time , as your best friend please give me time for this." he nodded and I left. I walked out side the school towards where we practice. I go there sometimes to clear my head.

after a while the rest of the team came. I didnt feel to joke around today. we did our cheers and made sure everything was right for friday game. after me , t , and charlene went home since nick left with the car.

I dropped charlene off and went home. I went straight to my room and dropped on my bed. all I wanted to do was talk to nick. I took his jersey and snuggled with it. I was about to go to sleep when someone knocked on my door.

" come in " and in walks nick. he closed the door and looked at me. he came and sat next to me and took the jersey from my hands. he put it on me and then took my hands and stared at me.

" nick im ... " I didnt finish before he leaned and kissed me. I missed him and his kisses. I got on his lap and straddle him not breaking the kiss. his hands squeezed my ass and pulled me closer. I moaned and ran my hands through his hair and pulled him closer. I dont know how  much closer we could get.

he pulled away and rested his forehead on mines and looked into my eyes. our breaths mixed as we both try to catch our breaths.

" tati can we just forget that and move on ?"

"yes" and I pecked his lips and got off his lap and lied down. he lied down next to me and pulled me closer to him.

" just promise me you'll stay away from caine "

" why ! ?"

" because I dont like you around him "

" well I dont like you around brittany so if you stay away from her then I'll keep away from him "

" I could do that , so you promise tati ?"

" I promise nick " and I kissed him again.

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nick pov

after I left brittany I went home . I was mad but I felt guilty. when charlene came she was giving me the cold shoulder for leaving her. I felt I should tell tati what I did.

yea ! Im gonna go tell her. I got up and headed over to her house. I knocked on the door and saw tahira. she told me that tati was in her room. I went upstairs and knocked on her door.

I heard come in and I opened the door to see her sitting on her bed with my jersey in her hand. it hurt me to see her not wearing it. I felt so happy when she was wearing it during school. me, brandon and aiden planned to suprise the girls and ask them to be our personal cheerleaders. yes we know there already cheerleaders.

FLASHBACK

me, brandon, and aiden all was sitting and chatting. we was pumped  for the football game against west lake high. our school east ocean high always destroy them in games. we been practicing hard for this game. then thats when brandon said something smart.

" yo wouldnt you like to see your girl in her cheerleading outfit with our numbers. how about we give them our jerseys so everyone know that they is ours and cheering for us. "

that was actually damn good. me and aiden agreed to it and we got some members from the team to escort the girls in to the cafeteria when they come. it was lunch so we got on the table and shouted out to everyone.

" HEY SHUT UP WE GOT AN ANNOUNCEMENT. WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING SO SHUT UP AND WATCH OR LEAVE. YOU TALK DURING THIS AND I WILL PERSONALLY BEAT YOUR ASS . OKAY ? " I shouted. they nodded and stayed quiet. no one dared to talk. same time the girls walked in and we started .

END OF FLASHBACK

I took my jersey and put it back on her. and well you know the rest. so now where here watching princess and the frog. dont ask she begged to watch it so I went along after I got my steamy make out session from her. I bet you wondering I thought you was gonna tell her. well I was but I couldn't deal with how much pain she would be in.

the guilt was killing me and I wanted to tell her so bad but I dont want her to leave me and go to caine. I cant lose her when I just got her but it hurts to see her happy when she dont even know I cheated on her.

its crazy how I said I wouldn't get with tati. I'll just use her and leave her but I honestly cant see myself doing that. it wont be easy but im willing to try and stop cheating for her. I mean if someone offered to give it up you wont take it. well I would but its always tati to come in mind and just make me wanna stop.

well ill stop eventually....

smh nick

anyways hey yall

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story of my life by one direction

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