My Bad Boy Dilemma

chapter 18

tati pov

I groaned and blinked opening my eyes. the first thing I saw is nick to my right and tahira to my left with nate in her hands. mom was in the corner holding lil nick crying. then my dad came in with the doctor walking behind him. I tried to sit up but fell back in pain. my head was killing me.

" hey ! be careful , you had a bad fall" the doctor said coming over to me.

" am I in the hospital ?"

" yes your are. do you remember anything ?" the doctor asked.

" I remember being on the couch and I got a text and then everything went black."

" well you passed out and you hit your head pretty hard on the floor. you didnt need no stitches or anything. we will give you some pain killers and then you'll be able to go home if you feel well enough."

I nodded and watched as the doctor left the room. mom was sniffling in dads shirt.

" tati who texted you ?" nick asked.

I sat there thinking. who texted me? I sat there thinking then it all came back. caleb is back and he found me again. my breath started getting shorter and it felt like I couldn't breathe. I started gasping for air and bursted in tears. the monitor next to my bed was beeping really fast and loud. I just kept crying and then the door flew in and the doctor came in telling everyone to leave. he put the oxygen mask on me and told me to breathe. I took some breaths and started breathing regular again.

the doctor gave me some pain killers and then he told me I cant stress to much and to keep control of my breathing. I nodded telling him im ready to go and he nodded leaving to get my release forms. mom came running in crying. mom was always emotional with stuff like this.

" sweetie what ever it is you know you can talk to me about it. I love you and I dont want my baby girl hurting. please talk to me. " she pleaded.

I nodded but said nothing. how can I tell her about caleb. the only one that knew about him was tahira and I thought I was free from him but he's back. whats going to happen to me now. the doctor came back and gave my parents the release forms and they signed it. I got my things and we left to go home. the whole car ride I was distant. I was lost in my thoughts.

we reached home and I got out and went to my room. i dropped in my bed and hugged my teddy bear jazzy and started crying. I bawled my heart out. I suddenly felt two arms pull me and hugg me. I looked up and saw tahira. I hugged my twin. she just sat there rubbing my back and telling me it will be alrite. all the emotions I put away dealing with him suddenly came back. after a while I calmed down and she held my shoulders and looked me in the eye.

" tati as your twin you know I can feel your pain and it's killing me how sad you are. whats going on, you know you can talk to me about anything. "

" I know but it seems like nothing can prevent this because it always come back."

" what is tati ?"

" nothing I just want to sleep right now I'll finish tell you in the morning"

she nodded and hugged me then left. I then turned around and fell alseep. I slept night thinking I shouldn't let gim get the best of me. I refuse to live in fear and cry over him. I had to over come this but I wasnt sure if I should tell everyone.

====== next morning ==========

I woke up and decided I was going to stick to what I said. I got up and went to the boys room. I took nate and lil nick out the room and went downstairs. I gave them breakfast then after I went to the living room and played with them. I sat playing blocks with them. I will take a block and pass it to nate. he will neither bang it on the floor or actually stack it. whenever he would build lil nick will come and mess it up. so im watching them play when nate then drops a block on his toe. he starts crying. I picked him up.