soulless

The sentimental black out

Cameron (( still totally naked )) collapsed in the floor, blacking out. Ian horrified looked at the fairly paler boy, his still shinny skin glimmering with the sunlight peaking from the rusty , vintage blinds. Ian rushed to get his wrist, which was covered in fading scars, to see if he had a pulse, cold sweat running from his forehead. He successfully found his pulse and gave a deep sigh, he was breathing.

Cameron suddenly sprung up, his eyes had significantly dulled. His hair was now a platinum color, and his skin had loosed its intense shimmer. The boy looked completely changed, but that didn't stop him stuffing his tounge down Ian's throat.

Ian, still totally confused from the unexpected move, broke the kiss, getting some air " What. The. Actual. Hell. Cameron?!?!" Cameron just smiled. He stood there inspectioning the boy, still erect. Cameron was radiating lust, sexual desire, it was an unknown facet of him, he was supposed to be the good boy, the cute one, the 'receiver' may we say. But not now. Ian closed his eyes and sat on the musty couch, memories flashing through his brain, telling him to stop. The fabric was against him, Ian then shoved Cam on top of him. The boy had practically regained total consciousness , he could feel Ian's chest rising and falling repeatedly, his sea blue eyes staring at nothing, full with tears that dropped gently through his perfect skin. His hands shaking with what seemed terror, an expressionless face, paler than usual. " hey I .." Ian muttered " I, I...." He paused " I just wanted you to know," his eyes stuck to the window " that I'm not, you're not like the others" he sighed " I , I , just feel like..." His heart beating faster " like, you think I'll leave you after this.... B-but , like " he wiped the tears forming in his eyes " you're special to me,... " they couldn't be stopped, they were flowing all through his dark face " I... I have never done this ...." He paused to take a breath, I could feel his heart beating against his ribs, as if it were trying to get out of his chest "I love you Cameron " the smaller boy could feel his pain, his sorrow. Ian was damaged by his past, but that wouldn't stop him from loving.

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