Laying on bed.
Image of you and me popped in my head.
An image of you and me before an unknown problem arise in between us.
I am not certain if lividity is the kind of feeling I should invest into you this time.
Things just ain't right.
Things ain't how I thought it would be.
Things were beyond my expectation.
I looked out of the window.
The sky got darker.
The stars amazingly showed off before my eyes.
They sparkle, they twinkle.
I closed my eyes and thought to myself.
Stars get to shine brightly in the darkest of night. Why can't I?
TIME CHECK.
Maybe I should stop.
Stop this stupidity.
Stop this absurdity.
Stop this foolishness.
Stop thinking of how would it be the other way around.
Stop the what ifs.
Stop holding on.
And start making sense.
This must come to an end. Let those be mere memories of you in me.
Move forward.
It might not be now. Not as soon as possible. But I guarantee, I would reward myself happiness. By letting you go. Setting you free.
NOT TODAY, BUT I KNOW SOMEDAY.
