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Lydia's POV

I walk out my front door and there in my driveway was Stiles, one of my bestfriends, sitting in his powder blue jeep, waiting for me.

'Lydia, its 8:45. We are going to be late', he screams out from the driveway.

I walk towards his car and hop into the passengers seat. Stiles would give me a ride to school some mornings. Depending on what mine or his mood was like.

'When did you start caring about school? Your always late', I told him.

He rolled his eyes and drove out of my driveway.

'So, Lydia. How have you been?', he asks me breaking the silence.

'I've be alright. Things could be better though'. Two weeks ago, my bestfriend Allison Argent was killed by a supernatural creature called an Oni. Stiles blamed himself for her murder but everyone knows it wasn't his fault.

'How have you been Stiles?', I ask him already knowing what his answer will be.

'I'm okay'. I knew he was going to say that.

'Your not okay Stiles. I miss her too. We all do', I tell him, putting my hand on his shoulder to reassure him.

We get into the school parking lot and Stiles parks the Jeep.

'I don't even understand how both you and Scott can be near me anyone. I killed her Lydia. I killed Allison', Stiles blurts out. Tears start pouring from his eyes.

'Stiles, its not your fault. Everything that happened, it wasn't your fault. I know that. Scott knows that. Everyone knows that', I say. Stiles looks towards the ground. 'Stiles, look at me. Your one of my best friends. I hate seeing you this upset', I tell him before leaning in and giving him a hug. He hugs me back and we stay like that for a few minutes.

We eventually break from the hug and we get out of the Jeep. We walk towards Scott, Kira and Malia who were all deep in conversation.

'Hey guys', I say.

'Hey', they all say giving me small smiles. I can tell both Scott and Kira were still hurting like Stiles and I. Malia on the other hand didn't know Allison so she felt bad for us.

'Lydia, can I talk to you for a second?', Scott whispers in my ear.

'Sure', I tell him.

We walk away from the group.

'What do you want to talk about', I say sounding confused.

'Do you have feelings for Stiles?'. My face goes blank.

'Why would you ask me that?', I say looking confused more then ever.

'Well, you've been hanging with him a lot lately and before Allison's death and when Stiles went missing you were more concerned then anyone else. Even me. And I'm his best friend. Has anything happened between you guys? You know his had feelings for you since the 3rd grade right?'.

I stand there speechless. I seriously have no idea what to say. Yes, I care about Stiles a lot but I'm not entirely sure whether I have feelings for him or not.

'Scott, umm', I have no idea what to say.

'Lydia, has anything happened between you and Stiles?'.

'Well, when the Alpha pack was here and the Darach kidnapped your mum, Stiles dad and Allison's dad, Stiles had a panic attack at school. I took him into the lockers and I umm, I kissed him. It was completely platonic though', I tell Scott who stood there with his jaw dropped.

'You guys kissed! Oh my god! Stiles didn't even tell me', he said with confusion in his eyes.

'Yeah, we kissed. It was after the kiss when I realised just how much I cared for him though. I don't know whether I actually have feelings for him or not. I just know that I hate seeing him so upset and hurt. He started crying this morning because he still blames himself for what happened to Allison. I keep telling him that it's not his fault but he won't listen', I tell Scott. 'I think you need to talk to him. He will listen to you', I say to Scott because I know it's true.

'I will talk to him Lydia', he says.

I walk off towards my first period class when Scott runs towards me and says 'Tell him how you feel about him. He needs some good news', which makes me question whether I really like him or not. I start thinking about myself and Stiles as an actual couple and I can actually see it. It freaks me out a bit because of our history but I can actually see it clearly. I have to tell him how I actually feel.

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I walk out of my last period class and head towards the carpark. I planned on telling Stiles how I actually felt about him this afternoon. If I don't do it today, I probably never will. I see Stiles already waiting at his Jeep for me. I quickly walk towards him.

'Hey Stiles', I say when I get to him.

'Hey Lyds', he says. He still looks upset.

We get into the Jeep and drive home. When he parks in front of my house I blurt out my feelings.

'Stiles, I have feelings for you', I tell him. I look down because i'm scare to see the reaction he will give me.

'What?', he replies.

'I know this is a really bad time to say this but if I don't say it now, I never will. Ever since I kissed you in the locker room all those months ago, I've realised how much I care about you and then when you went missing, I went fricken crazy. I remember you telling me one time that you would go out of your fricken mind if I ever died. I never realised that I would feel the same way about you', I blurt all of this out while looking at the ground. I finally bring up the courage to look up at him and when I do his jaw is completely dropped.

'You actually have feelings for me?', he says trying to form the words. He looks completely speechless.

'Yes. I do. Stiles, i love you', I say to him.

'I love you too', he says before grabbing me and pulling me into a hug.

We break from the hug and that's when I kiss him. His surprised, just like when I kissed him the first time, but this kiss actually means something. I actually love him. I have ever since. We break from the kiss and we hug again.

'I love you so much Lydia Camille-Maree Martin' he says.

'I love you too Stiles Stilinski', I say before kissing him again.

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End of one shot! I hope you guys liked it!

- Courtney

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