My life

8th grade boys!

            So in the very beginning of school I thought to myself there aren't any new cute boys! But now that I am in kind of in the middle of school I notice boys looking at me more and me looking and them more. There is this one person that I really like and we look at each other in choir a lot! And when I say a lot I mean A LOT! The best part is he sits next to my cousin so kinda looks like I'm looking at him and not my crush. But I don't know if he is my crush, but maybe just maybe love. Because on my A day a couple days ago my science teacher was talking about love and he was says the symptoms of love. And I think I might love him but the bad thing is that he I don't know if he is Mormon 😥. But I guess I could teach him of it. But I might be thinking of this to...........deep. But let me tell u what happens to me when I see him. My hands get all sweaty, and I can't speak, and I feel like my heart is literally jumping out of my body. I feel lime my heart is going to explode. But not only do I like him I like this other guy that looks like my old crush. Weird right and now my old crush wants me to send him a picture of his (twin). But I don't know how to take a picture of him without him seeing. I don't know hat to do?! But I don't like this guy as much as the first person I was talking about. I really don't like that I can't tell if this person likes me back or not because he looks at me before I look at him!?! How come boys don't show emotion?! There so complicated as so hard to figure out! But this one time I went over to talk to my cousin about a girl and he was looking at me ten I looked into his eyes and he did me. I felt like I couldn't talk anymore and I just wanted to fall over. I didn't know what to do so I looked at him until he looked away then I stared to talk to my cousin again. It was so AWESOME! I told my cousin that I liked him because they are friends and also I couldn't hold it in anymore. None of my other friends feel this way about a person and can't talk to them about it because they wouldn't understand and also, would be weird. But I can talk to my best friend because I feel like I can tell her almost anything. But what if he does like me back what do I do. What if he asked me to be his Valentine? Of course I would say yes but the way I would say yes, it would come out...........   Really weird like a really exited, um let's see, oh Dolphin. Now just picture a person making a dolphin sound for a response. Yeah I know it would be weird. But I have had a couple valentines before but it wasn't really special, like this feeling is. But the best thing is that, I have honors choir so I have it all year with him. I know right eeeeeeeeeeeeee! But yeah that is pretty much it my love life is really strange. Please leave a comment if u have a response to me or help me. And five me advice about this what should I do what if he asked he out what should I say?