When will it be my turn to embrace another human being who feels the same way I should?
I walk around on this earth so inexperienced;
A disappointment in our species.
Isn't it suppose to be easy?
I'm a pretty sure I would collapse in a hole found in the ground when it comes to anything being related to love.
Friendships kill me mentally,
I could just imagine the multiple stabs I would receive each time that my soulmate glances my way.
But of course no one would ever share the same amount of energy I waste staring at someone who I find so breathtaking that it battles along with my anxiety; quickly and slowly making me lose all of my body's functions.
One might think I've turned into a Barbie doll, I'm just speechless on the surface. When in the sincerest sigh of giving up, I'm dying to preach out all I feel and crave of that person, foolishly longing to choke them with all my burning desires.
Yet, I haven't found someone with the same amount, or maybe even more, of patience I have been gifted, more like cursed, with.
Could it be that just maybe I just haven't been patient enough to let that somebody navigate toward me?
Or have they cross paths with me but the universe believes our timing isn't quite perfect just yet?
I need a sign, not an answer.
I want to witness taking someone else breathe away, instead of it being mine for once.
YOU ARE READING
Wonder along with my poetry.
PoetryWhen I want to have my feelings under control I go and write up these little poem like stories. It's the best therapy to write out your emotions. Enjoy my nonsense.
