Game Of Love

22: I'm Sorry...

JAY-B'S POV:

APRIL  11,

It had been weeks since me and En had this fight issue.. However, I wanted  to make everything  right again and end this issue, Jin was also furious  which  he was my sensei, I wanted to apologize  to her in person and explain everything.. She maybe hiding her anger and sadness through  chatting, maybe she's  keeping also away from me. En, please forgive  me... The next morning  I chatted her and told her that I will come  to their house and apologize  to her personally  making it more understanding  and see her true emotions....

Before the day I went over her place. . . I chatted her last night and tried to apologize  to her, but she was really good  in hiding  that she's  not fine or okay...

Messenger

Ms. Bruno  Mars♡♡ ● active now

Me:
Hey!! Musta??

Ms. Bruno  Mars:
Eto OK  NA OK  LANG.

Me:
Ayos  ka lang  ba tlga??

Ms. Bruno  Mars♡♡ :
Ang kulet mo!!! OK NGA LANG EH!! PROMISE.

Me:
Wehhh?? Sure ka??

Ms. Bruno Mars♡♡:
Oo nga!! Out na muna ako!

Me:
Bkit?? Glit ka ba??

And it was done, she went offline all of a sudden  and seen my message which made me text her continuously, but seen only. I felt silent when I realize that I was wrong, lying and keeping it away from her. Before, I head to bed last night, I thought  of a plan if I can make it up to her to come over at her place tomorrow  morning, so, I ask Maureen  which was Jin's  new girlfriend  from New York whom he met last December. Maureen was En's new best friend and she was the bridge to the two of us to make everything  right so Jin wouldn't  be furious  again and be mad at me, wahhhhhh!! Maureen told me to explain  to En very nicely  and cool like we used to  talk to, if I didn't  explain  it to her nicely, Maureen  will be furious  and might say bad words at me. Around 4, I went over her place and saw her cleaning the patio of their house, she smiled when she saw me and for the record I left my slippers outside their house because  she cleaned it.. Being polite that much is good.... She's  smiling but that was a fake smile, I know my best friend's smile... The way she smiled that time was more beautiful but here it was a fake smile which  I couldn't  even show that I'm  also worried about her. Her dad went off to somewhere, her mom was at work, Jin was also not around also Alisa!! Whoa! She's  the only person in the house  while the maids were busy cleaning their house inside. I was with Ivan the one who calls En  as a Senpai, but, he was not gonna be there  to hear us talk because  this was private... She broke the silent when she starts the conversation  about me and Ivan  and I told her.
"Ako tito nyan.. Bali sya ung pamangkin ko, third cousin.. Kase dad nya and dad ko mag pinsan  kaya ayun... Pamangkin ko yang food monster.." I told  her and she gasped.
"

Wehh?! Di nga?? Nice one huh..." she replied  and smiled  and continued  to scan her tablet.

FEW HOURS  LATER. . . .

I was very close  talking to her seriously, I can't  stop looking at her like there's  something about  her that I didn't  notice... Even though when she looks I simply smile and she simply  fakes a smile, but she wants to finish  this issue and I wanted to make everything  right  again.

*slap painfully two times perhaps*

"You deserve  it... You told me to slap you because  you deserve  it..." she said seriously  and I look at her without  my glasses which had been threw off by her slap and slapped  me again on the right. I deserve  it, I hurt her, I lied to her, I made her cry... I didn't  share it to her... I deserve  that slap because of what I have done... She didn't  cry infront  of me this time because  some of their neighbors  might notice that I'm  her boyfriend, but however, I saw her eyes were welling  up with tears but I still look at her emotions  seeing her how hurt she was....

"Mapapatwad mo pa ba ako sa ginawa  ko?" I asked  her and she sighed deeply.
"Baka di na kita mapatawad  ever..." she replied  and I look at her worriedly  and that made me almost  lost my bestest  friend  since elementary days but she smiled
"Joke lang yun!! Di ko un kaya... Eh, di parang nawalan  din ako ng best friend... Mahirap  gawin un..." she told me and made me relief  that she took those words  back. We got our conversation  end around 6 whoa talk about  a long personal  conversation.

I stood up and she stood up and escorts  me out with a bright smile and then...
"En, I'm  sorry... For everything, for making you cry and hurt... I promise  you, I'll  share my thoughts and problems  to you... And please.. Wag ka na din maglihim  sa kin na ok ka.. Kasi alam ko ang style mo when it comes to chat ntin... Nag papanggap ka na okay ka pero di pla... Basta smile na, no more fake smile, huh... Pag nalaman  ko uli na malungkot  ka uli, pupunta  uli ako dito.." I whispered  and she smiled  back at me...

That day was good and also done with our big issue thing.. Might be obstinate  to her but she accepted  my apologies for what I have done... That day ended with a smile on her face and that made me smile at her also.