Chapter 7

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Farah's POV :

"you're prettier than her" I heard those words and I choked, I coughed a couple of times and goshhhhh I could feel my cheeks burning. I tried to avoid it but he repeated that sentence. it made my heart beat faster and I just tried to ignore it but my heart couldn't ignore it. it is the first time that I'm feeling this way. it's, it's a weird feeling but I'm starting to think that it's love. and I can't love him, there's so much I have to take care of, I have to study and the course that I'm about to choose requires a lot of concentration plus studying, and that is for a long time, it's a long course, maybe around 7 years? and then I have my parents who totally don't want me to hang out with boys, especially having a lover, a boyfriend, I'll be dead meat if they ever find out. but if I love someone whom I'll always be thinking about, it'll only make things difficult, right?

I think I should avoid him, I don't wanna fall for him. If friends, it's okay but psychology & science says that 2 people of opposite genders can never be friends and I admit it's true. I need to pull myself together so that I don't fall for him without avoiding him. Farah, fighting *shows fist* (an encouraging gesture and phrase)! I Can do this. but I can't just start to avoid him outta the blue, right? ughhhh it's so hard. Mollahhhh (I don't know).

"gajaaaa ~ , (let's go)" I said to Jun as I heaved a deep and loud sigh. "mwo?" he asked surprised as he was deep in thoughts maybe? I don't know but his mind was somewhere else, maybe Mary? hmphh, as if I care !!! "I said let's go back in or else Michelle would get angry" I repeated while rolling my eyes. "Oo keuare, gaja" he said with a smile.

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Work is done finally, what a relief !!! "yah Jun !!! are you taking the bus again?" I questioned him as he was jumping in excitement. "O, haenbokkae? (are you happy)" he questioned playfully while winking at me, I blushed, "aniya, why should I be happy?" I said while looking away. "pfft, meany, I thought I'll have another chance to sleep with you again" he pouted as he looked away.

"m-mwooooo? sleep with who? micheoseo (are you crazy) it's not like we .. umm .. slept .. before that your saying ... again" I yelled but mumbled as I reached the end of my sentence. My heart was beating like crazy. what sleeping together? it .. ahhhh ... mollahh jinja !!! "amteun, I'm taking the bus whether you sleep with me or nah, I'm worried you might fall on to some other guy again with your clumsiness" he said as he hit my head gently.

OMFGGG did he just say, he's worried about me???? like for real ??? ahhh otokae ?? I can't take care of this stupid heart anymore. I feel like it's gonna come outta my mouth.

Jun's POV :

Every word I said made my heart race faster and faster. I don't know where I had learned those lame pick up lines or whatever they are. but they'd just come to my mouth as if someone is putting it in. I looked at her while she was stuttering on her words, I really wanted to shut her up right now, .... --- with a kiss --- ... tho hahhha ~ on those tempting lips but we are only friends, so it might not be right, it might hurt her. it hurts.

But will I ever get the chance to confess ??? I'm happy that I'm here with her right now, like this, happy and close, but my heart aches cause I can't hold her or kiss her. It'll only make things worse. I think I should just remain friends, at least using that alibi, I can stay beside her. or should I avoid her? NOOOO way, I can't, I just can't.

"keureom gaja" I said flashing a smile at her. "naeeeee ~" she said while rolling her eyes.

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I was sitting in the bus stop feeling all sad and disappointed as if I was depressed, but then Farah came running with two huge drinks and a packet of chips. "IIIIIIIIII'm hereeeeeeee ~" she sang excitedly, "here, your drink, and O try this vinegar chips, it's jinja jjang (the best) it's my faveee so I thought you should try it too. O and also I wanted to thank you for the cute pencil case, you didn't let me thank you properly back then because you were acting all mad !!! Tsk" she said cutely while she pouted as she reached the end of her sentence.

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