After My Story

Him

I lay in your arms, tired and weary from what you told me I couldn't stay long. My eyes start to slowly shut. Vision blurry, I got what you meant from I couldn't stay long. A few seconds later I started crying. you ask"what's wrong!" he asked, "I'm scared." I whisper.

Momma told me it wasn't going to be long until I passed away and this day is the one we have been dreading. My eyes shut more and more you are comforting me saying "It's not scary to die" he whispered "I'm not scared of dying, I'm scared of forgetting you" my voice trails off and I only see darkness.

At that moment the room when quiet everyone is crying. When you looked at me I was gone and I couldn't have confessed fast enough for you to know how much I love you.

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My eyes open. I only see a white room that you could walk miles and miles and never find an exit to. The urge to stand overwhelmed me as I slowly stand up and slightly wobble. I thought to myself I start to have a small headache but ignored it and kept walking suddenly memories rush back and my headache gets worse and worse until I'm sitting on the floor.

Black hair in a mess, once bright blue eyes and now swollen from crying, body cold and pale I wish I could have told you all the things that I loved about you.

You had such a wonderful smile, the most amazing laugh, how you would light up the room when you would walk in and nobody could ignore you. I wished that I had been born into a new life like that everyone wants you to be in the same room next to you Want to be your friend I wanted to be like that.