[This is just an author's note thing whatever. Read at your own risk*]
As you know I'm on break right now but today is my last day sadly, and I'll be busy most likely until school officially ends in June. With that being said I just want to say thank you all so much for reading, commenting, sharing your own troubles with me, supporting one another etc. It makes my heart super happy to see all the kindness. I know I don't share much with you guys, but I do feel like most of you understand where I'm coming from. I originally decided to start posting again for my own benefits, and it honestly has helped a lot. I never excepted that many others would be reading my junk lol and I'm glad that some of you find peace and help within these poems, it warms my heart that these have been able to be some what helpful. But it also saddens me because I know how it feels, and it's no fun. But I know we can keep pushing through this. Even if that means we have to keep smiling through the pain. You all are capable of so much more and you'll always have my support. I felt like this would be a good time to properly thank you guys and just have a little talk. I also wanted to open up and share something with all of you. Before you say anything please this isn't a pity party, who do you think I am. Anyways, the main reason I've been away is because I recently lost a friend of mine and I've been trying to figure out how to cope with it. I've honestly been such a wreck, but I'm getting there. I know I have to let myself have time to grieve then slowly move on. It's just difficult you know? I'm sorry if I've been distant and quite off lately, but I can assure you that I'll be back to normal in no time. With that being said, I've also figured out who are and aren't my friends. I suppose some people are just really full of crap, huh. But I really want to thank my friend Chloe for cheering me up these past couple weeks. She honestly is one of the closest distant/online friends I've made. She stays up late with me when I can't sleep and always makes me laugh. I can't thank her enough. Thank you to my sweet Macbook, she always sends me the sweetest messages and never fails to make me smile. Also thank you to Nina it's always a relief when we chat. I feel the stress like lifts off my shoulders lol. And my Asian pal Quang, I always get excited when he tells me weird random stories. And of course a huge thank you to all of you. It wouldn't be the same and I couldn't imagine being without any of you. It means the world to me. Um enough of that — Happy Easter! I hope you guys spend it with your family/friends and enjoy the company. Also thank you soso much for all the lovely birthday wishes. It honestly made my day although, you guys are making me feel so old lol. And if your break is ending like mine good luck going back to school, or if not enjoy the rest of your break! (This isn't a good bye lol just an update about what's going & updates will be slower now. Maybe once a week idk yet lol. Anyways you should listen to the song, it's quite nice)
