Gone { Discontinued }

The List

Logan's POV

Dear diary,

At school, it wasn't easy. I guess rumors spread, and people began to find out. Well, I guess I should have known that people would have their negative thoughts. People called me a "slut", "whore", "bitch", and many other words. At first, I told my self to not let it get to me. At this point, I'm not sure how much longer I can stand it. Yes, many of the rumors that are going around are false, but I just can't believe that people hate me and I've only been here for like, what, a month? For now, there's nothing I can really do. I know I shouldn't be thinking this, but maybe the best option is to just die...

Jacob's POV

Since we had returned to school, Logan and I haven't really socialized, since we usually went our separate ways. She was acting strange lately, during class she always looked anxious and sort of scared. It's hard to explain, but I know for sure that something's going on. During lunch, Logan was sitting alone at the table so I decided to join her.

"Hey Logan, mind if I..." Before I could finish, she got up and left. What the hell is going on.

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After school, I ran after Logan just as she was about to skate home.

"What do you want Jacob," she mumbled as she slipped her hands into her pockets.

"You've been acting strange lately, is everything ok?" I asked her as she looked at the ground.

"Um yeah, everything's fine. why'd you ask?" she responded while flashing a fake smile.

"Logan, don't say that your ok when you're not!" I yelled, gripping onto her wrists as she tried to leave.

"Jacob, I just want to be alone right now," she sighed as she pulled her wrist out of my grip and skated away.

The next day, Logan arrived at school late which surprised me since she was always the "on time" student.

"Hey, why are you late?" I asked as she set her bags down.

"No reason I just slept in," she said as she sat down. When she sat down, I noticed whispers going around the room. Behind me, someone tapped my shoulder and handed me a paper. On the paper was a list of names that was on Blake's "smash" list. At the very bottom was Logan's name. Next to her name was a 10/10. As I was sliding the paper into my binder, Logan grabbed my wrist.

"Let me see the paper," she said as she motioned towards the list.

"No, it's nothing," I said as I continued sliding it in. Logan grabbed the paper anyways, and I watched as her eyes scanned the paper. When she found her name at the bottom of the list, she crumpled it and threw it onto the table. With that, she left the classroom leaving her backpack behind...

A/N

As many of you probably already know, I changed the title of my story since I thought it would match the ending better. Yes, this chapter is pretty sad and all but I hoped you enjoyed! (Oh yeah, I also forgot to mention that this scene is very similar to 13 reasons why when Hannah reads the paper about her ass)