"i love you" ✔️

nine: olivia

it's nearly been a month since mine and elliot's "break up" if that's what you call it.

we haven't called or texted in a while. to be honest i've been that focused in my school work i haven't actually talked to my actual friends, well it's been months since i talked to them since the break up.

i don't even know what's going on around me anymore, and i feel like i'm losing everything all at once but ever so slowly, but i have no one to tell because people will say i'm attention seeking.

normally i would tell elliot but we're not friends anymore. i don't really know if he's still with natalie or if he's dating anyone at the moment.

i haven't really bothered with my appearance lately, just large hoodies, any top i can find and either a pair of jeans or sweatpants. and no makeup, well except my brows and some mascara.

i see elliot and all my friends around school i just don't acknowledge them as i feel like if i do i'll get shouted at for what i've done and i hate being the centre of attention. and i hate drama, unless it doesn't include me then beef all the way.

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elliot's pov next week then back to text mode.

- meg Xx