"i love you" ✔️

ten: elliot

i feel so shit.

i haven't talked to olivia in a month and i feel like we left it on a bad note.

she hasn't messaged me at all, and i rarely see her around school except for in physics where she keeps her head low.

i'm still with natalie but i feel like i should break up with her. as she's always being really bitchy to all my girl friends and always flirts with my guy friends and it really pisses me off. i'm just not into that kind of girl.

"you're into the kind of girl olivia is though" a voice, in my mind tells me.

no, i tell myself. i mustn't think about her, it was never going to work out with her, i don't even think she liked me.

but.

she did seem pretty upset when i asked her what she wanted to tell me and said it didn't matter, even if it was in text form.

i would apologise but i guess you could say i'm scared, as i feel like i've hurt her way more than her ex did when they broke up.