The Impact Of Dreams On My Life

Worthless

Soon enough I manage to reach home. I check my phone in an instant.

No notifications.

I'm just about to leave my phone off, but immediately my phone buzzes off. I see Jenny's text. It says:

Hey! Shud I cum over??? :0 J

I quickly type a reply:

Seems lyk u shud!!! K

I stroll off to the balcony.

After a couple of minutes, I see Jenny. I wait for her to arrive at the door of my room.

"KNOCK KNOCK!" she says.
"Who's there?"
"Jenny!" She yells.
"Jenny who?"
"Jenny who has no time to spare for knock knock jokes."
"Wha- - - t?"
"I'm serious, just let me in."
"Fine."

She is so red. I mean, in a bad way. She looks so furious.

She fished her phone out.

She shows me a picture. Immediately she asks:
"What in the name of Sam Heck is that supposed to mean?!" She raised.

I examine the picture properly first to get what she means.

At first when I saw the picture I got shocked.

It's a picture of her in the worst outfit ever (from her wardrobe). She didn't conceal her pimples and the worst part-

She had no makeup on!

And the worst of the worstest part- 
She was sleeping with her mouth wide open.

I had taken that picture when we recently had a sleepover.

I really wonder how she got the picture.

I asked " Where did you get that picture from?"
"Don't ask." She submits and shows me that it's all over Facebook.

"What the heck?"

"Yes!"

I start to counter "But it wasn't me... I'm not even there on FB, how can it be me? How can you-"

"Save it, Katy! Seriously, just admit it. I know it was you. Thanks for humiliating me on social media!" She leaves immediately after saying that.

The next minute, I picture myself curled into my bed, harshly crying, puffy eyes and the uncomfy scene and all that.

It's like everyone have a great problem with me living in this world. I feel so guilty about my existence in this beautiful planet.

I really get a feeling that I'm not worth living.

No one is comfortable with me.

I'm not even a beneficial part of the society.

No one has the potential to understand me too. Even Jenny And Rania!

I really thought that when I would not have anyone, at least they'll be there for me.

But now I'm 100% confident that I'm 'Worthless'.