Some of the worst things in the world don't always have to be known to the billions of people that make up this planet.
Sometimes the worst things are personal to you.
That doesn't make then any less important.
Do they?
Some of my worst things are not having you next to me every night.
and not being able to help you when you don't even recognize yourself.
and not being able to care for you as much as I should.
I want to feel the warmth of your body fill up the frigid space next to mine.
And to study your features under the lights of a string.
I just want to hold you,
And hold you forever knowing nothing can take you from these arms I call your home.
But that can't happen the way we like.
There's not always a way to express the loneliness I feel when I walk away from the frigid space.
Or how dreaded I am to awake the next morning just simply knowing you are not there,
Stunning in the newly breathed light.
Nights keep me up
Wishing I could have made my wait better
Even if you told me you enjoyed it.
Sometimes I wish my worst things in the world could be something more a long the lines as detrimental worries.
But they are not.
Nor may ever be.
They are personal.
They are words written behind a screen.
Anonymous.
You won't know its me.
They are the things I can't say to you.
Because what if you aren't as in love with me?
