A chubby Billie grunted as he walked up the large daunting hill. He had to get in shape before his next tour for Warning, it was definite. His face was the biggest it's ever gotten and he keeps experiencing heart problems and assumes its because of his over-weightiness. He pulled up his shirt a bit and frowned at the chubbiness of his belly. He'd been jogging for a month now and he still is out of shape and not getting any skinnier.
He wiped the sweat from his forehead and shook his head spastically for a few seconds and sweat flew everywhere, he then choked on a piece of his sweat and gagged a bit. if it couldn't get any better, a fit women jogged by and stared at him in disgust as she was showered with his sweat. His eyes grew wide as she just flew by him effortlessly while he was panting like a dog on cocaine.
To tell the truth, he wasn't doing it for the tour. He was doing it for Adrienne...
Adrienne had been complaining about his lack of enthusiasm during sex recently, he had just been so tired...
He frowned as he realized his love might move on from him because he was growing more and more tired everyday.
She might leave him because of not only that but maybe because of his increased visits in ugly town, he thought
He always thought he wasn't the most attractive man in the Bay Area, even in his 20's
He often found/finds himself very unattractive and unappealing, despite Adrienne's strong disagreement of that subject.
He sometimes looks at his beautiful children and think, "thank god they look like Adrienne"
He hates that he puts himself down but all that matters is that the people around him are happy and himself.
He smiled despite the sharp pain he felt in his left side of his chest.
Then as he passed a tree he felt some sharp pain digging into him. "fuck..." he muttered as he flicked the spider that bit him off.
"fuck, fuck, fuck, fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck" he grimaced and stopped running and grabbed onto his arm that said his loves' name.
He smiled a bit and had mental image of 80 hovering over his head. His favorite was of her lying down, below him. Shining with sweat from the previous event that took place in his bed. He placed lots of kisses all over her soft skin and inhaled her cherry perfume. She arched her back and giggled as he attacked her neck with kisses.
He examined the tattoo and breathed in harshly because his dumbass thought it was a good idea to touch the spider bite.
"AH FUCKIN' SHIT IM A FUCKIN' DINGLEBERRY"
He held the arm close to his once slender frame.
He then thought randomly, maybe if he just stopped eating...
He snapped out of his odd thought as he forced himself to run harder as be came closer to his home.
A sweaty Billie walked into his house to greet his family that he loved so much. He suddenly had a crave for pizza.
"I'm home." he didn't mean to sound worn out, but he did. he missed his hyper self. when he would play with the kids and run around with them like a mad man. Now he just wants to sleep.
"DADDY!" his son screamed angrily
a confused Billie stood there at the door
"you said you'd play with me when you got home?" Joey crossed his arms, smiling
A short breath escaped billie's mouth, he was a horrible dad, he thought
"Hey, bud...I'm a little tired. can i sleep for a minute?" Billie smiled
"Fine! Only for a minute...but im counting the seconds..." Joey looked at his tired dad
"Hey, bud? Wanna know something?" Billie kneeled down to Joey's height
Joey copied him and was even shorter than his father, "Yes, i do"
Billie laughed, "i love you"
"Was that the secret? thats not a very good secret you tell that to me in front of mommy."
Billie smiled, "Wanna know a fact?"
"yes!"
"Did you know...that you were named after a member of my favorite band, the Ramones?
"There is another Joey?"
"yup."
"Okay. That's a nice fact. You can go to bed now."
Billie kissed his son's nose, "I can?"
"Yeah, but I'm counting the seconds"
The 5 year old stared at his father as he slowly climbed the stairs
Adrienne walked up to Billie with a 2 year old Jakob in her hands.
He smiled and kisses his son and smiled at his wife.
"is it alright if i skip dinner tonight?"
Adrienne frowned. "Have you already eaten?"
"Yes, i have. I ate something at the convenient store.", he lied
He shakily ran through his messy hair and stared at himself through the mirror, completely nude and cold.
"God, you ugly fuck..." he breathed out
He stared at all of him...from his fucked-up hair style thing that was going on to his bare fat thighs
"God, I'm sorry 80" He looked at his saggy butt as he turned to his bed and collapsed.
