You And I (NamJin) [ In the Process of Being Edited ]

Shake and Shock

For fifteen minutes Namjoon was as solid as a rock. Other than for the fact that his chest moved as he breathed, you could neatly mistake him as a realistic statue. His eyes were as if they didn't blink, as he stared at the beautiful being plastering up his arm. He didn't know why, but for some reason he just couldn't take his eyes off the man who was now done with him and rolling up an extra bandage.

Well you see, Namjoon just wished right now that his heart would be as stiff as his body. His heart was beating so fast and loud that he was scared it'll pop right out his chest (He did have some impeccable timing though, they're in a hospital. Could probably pop it right back in there). He hated the fact that it was racing, and he hated it more because he didn't know why.

Somewhere during his internal strife Jin had got up from his crouched position on the ground beside Namjoon and had called his name a couple of times. But seeing Namjoon being a little lost in thought, he sighed and called a nurse, giving her some instructions and information.

When Namjoon did finally return to earth, he was faced with a timid looking nurse who seemed to be containing herself from fangirling or squealing about his presence.

"Dr. Kim told me to tell you that your arm will heal in a few days, you should change the bandage every two days and that these are the prescribed painkillers in case it's painful. Oh, and about the other patient, we would like you to fill in the papers. He would need his actual guardians to be present at some time so if-" the nurse was interrupted.

"Where is Seokjin?" Namjoon's head was looking left and right for the man.

"I beg your pardon? Oh, you mean Dr. Kim?" Namjoon nearly scowled when he saw the nurse smile as she said Jin's name, but he quickly gathered himself and nodded.

"Dr. Kim is in charge of the ER department, so he has a couple other cases before his shift ends." without even waiting for the nurse to give him his prescription he turned toward the front desk and walked off.

After filling in the requirements he was in a hurry to get home. Today was not his day. He needed to think. He needed to stop thinking also. He needed to calm down. He needed his heart to stop pounding through his head. He needed to get the image of Jin, all perfect and adorable as he patched up his arm, out of his brain. He just needed to relax and breathe.

Namjoon fisted his hands as he walked out the hospital, he was told the boy would be fine and would wake up in a while so he didn't need to stay longer. Namjoon was now a walking hourglass or emotion. Anger, sadness, hurt, irritation, guilt, hatred, everything you name it. He was so frustrated that he was no longer able to hold his facade of cold, he had told himself, more like taught himself that he would never be naïve, no longer make rash decisions and no longer waste his precious time on other people.

But here he was, getting agitated and shaken by the one person who had ruined his life.

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Jin patted the head of the boy who's leg he just finished stitching. The boy had been howling, clutching onto his mother's hand as he was carried into the ER. Jin having a soft spot for children took up the case and immediately sat the boy down.

The child's eyes were so washed out that it made Jin's heart slightly tighten. His mother had tried to calm the boy down but to no avail. As the child swatted and flung his arms around, Jin took the pleasure of examining his bleeding legs. Jin instantly informed his assistant and started trying to calm the boy down.

After about five minutes of Jin explaining that it wouldn't hurt and that he'll make sure that everything was fine, the boy complied. Jin being the sweetheart he was took it on himself to be extremely gentile. The boy did whimper every now and then, but Jin simply appraised him for being so strong and brave and the boy seemed to brighten up.

"That was really brave of you, Youngguk! You're a strong young man I see." The boy giggled and hopped of the bed he was lying on with a bright smile.

"Thank you, Doctor! I know I'm strong, it didn't even hurt one bit!" The boy beamed as he went to his mother's side. The lady bowed and thanked Jin and the nurses before turning and walking away. The boy thought stood there and stared at Jin, making the elder a little confused.

"When I grow up, I want to be just like you! I might not be that pretty, but I want to help people just like you!" Jin's heart had officially melted and he smiled wide at the boy.

"Well, then you should study and work hard okay. I'm pretty sure you can be better than me too!" Jin pulled out a candy from his coat pocket (the one he loved the most, but who cares, this boy just made his day and that's all he ever wanted). He handed it to him before waving and watching the boy, somewhat dash to his mother and leave the hospital.

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The rest of the day Jin couldn't stop himself from smiling (well that just got all the nurses to fall in love with him all over again, but he didn't know that). Everyone knew he was gay, but who was he kidding, he could probably make a stone fall in love with him (damn his amazing/ extremely lovable personality and face)

Jin's shift finally ended, but being the angel, he was decided to check up on Jungkook. Mainly because the boy was cute, but also, he hadn't had his guardians appear, so Jin just wanted to check up on him.

As he opened the door to the room, he was suddenly met with a loud laugh and a very familiar figure facing away from him.

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Hi. I'm sorry again.

Sorry I took so long, kinda was in the midst of a family crisis buy its cool now.

How was it?

[EDITED: 16.04.2020]