You And I (NamJin) [ In the Process of Being Edited ]

Mashed Up Feelings

"L-Like... I, I still lo-love him?"

There was a sudden heavy weight in the atmosphere. Jinyoung and Jaebum were taken aback, but Jin, Jin was more shocked at the words that just left his shaking throat, than the both of them combined. It was a whole three minutes before Jinyoung needed confirmation once more.

"J-Jin honey, what are you talking about?" Jinyoung asked as he slowly pulled Jin away from him and looked at the tears swelling in Jin's eyes anew. Jin met Jinyoung's eyes and it hit him so hard, all the memories and pain he went through all those five years, it's all coming back once again and his tears came flowing down one after the other. Jinyoung shoved him back into his chest as Jin started to cry his soul out, all the pent up hurt and pain came flooding out of Jin's eyes like never before.

Namjoon was a fucking asshole and Jin knew it, but seeing him explode when Jungkook touched him brought it all back. The memories of when they first met, their first date, their first kiss, their first time, the hours they spent together cuddled up, the laughter, fun, hope... The day Namjoon proposed, his loved filled eyes, the way he took care of him, the way he got jealous when people would eye Jin up, the way he would do anything to make Jin happy, everything.

It all came back. The images of Namjoon kissing the girl was gone, the memories of that night were out his mind. All that filled his brain was how Namjoon was before that unfaithful night. What happened to them he never knew, still didn't... but all those days and months he spent repairing himself, all the effort and struggle was all for nothing now, how he tried to be strong for himself and for his friends. But as of now, Namjoon had managed to come barging back into his life and bulldozed Jin's façade and every wall he had manage to put up. Right now, he was crying not because he was sad or hurting, he was crying because no matter what Namjoon put him through, or what he had, he would still... still be able to make his way back into Jin's life and beat him around like a fucking baseball.

He hated the fact that no matter how much he tried, he would still be vulnerable to that asshole. He had managed to break Jin's five years of progress in a matter of a week. Jin had made it a choice not to cry or show his hurt or pain to anyone, but here he was for nearly the fourth time in one week, crying his heart out onto Jinyoung.

He felt so pathetic and weak, and all he could do was cry about it. Namjoon had seemed to be right when he told him that all he could do was cry, five years ago.

"Shh, Jinnie it will be okay, I promise. I'm here, we're here, we won't let him get to you again. Let it all out. I swear I will beat his ass up so badly, who does he think he is, coming and messing with my precious baby, huh? I'll shove a syringe up his good for nothing non-existent ass! I'll make sure to fill it with hot Iye so he wouldn't be able to sit down for the rest of his life! And I'll-"

"Okay babe, getting a little off topic, there. This is about Jin, not killing Namjoon." JB said as sweet as he can.

"DO I LOOK LIKE I FUCKING CARE? THAT BITCH WILL DIE FOR HURTING MY BABY, JUST WAIT TILL I SEE HIS RATASS FACE AGAIN! I'LL-"

"Alright, stop now Jinyoungie .... I'm much better now, don't yell at Jaebum, he didn't do anything. I just needed to let some things of my chest and I did, thank you, you're the best best-friend anyone could ask for, but sad for them I got you. Thank you, now let's get back to work before Kris fires us all!" Jin kissed Jinyoung's cheek and slowly got up. Jinyoung opened his mouth to protest but Jin was already out the door.

"Give him some time baby, he'll eventually come around to you." Jaebum said soothingly as he wrapped his arms around his boyfriend and give him a small peck on the lips. Jinyoung immediately calmed down and placed his face into his love's chest sighing.

"I hope he does."

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Now like sure Jin was lying when he said he was alright, but he didn't think it would actually come bite him in the ass so soon.

As soon as he left the doctor's lounge he came face to face with,

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Kim Namjoon

HOW DRAMA AND ME LOVE EACH OTHER !!

[EDITED:20.04.2020]