You And I (NamJin) [ In the Process of Being Edited ]

Concern

"Here you go, sweetie." Jin's mother placed a cup of strawberry milk in front of him.

Jin had just told his mother everything, from the first encounter, to the hospital and the club incident the fight and the explanation everything. There was a short silence before Jin spoke.

"Mama, did you ever hope that dad would one day come back for us?" Jin said as he stared at the strawberry milk in his cup

"At first, I did darling, but after sometime I got used to it. And now I hope he's at least happy with them. Sure, in the beginning it was hard to cope with the times alone, but that was the best part. I became stronger and look at us now, we're fine and I wouldn't have it another way baby." Jin's mother said as she cuddled up to her son's side sipping her own tea on the couch.

"That's true, but like what if he did?"

"If we're talking about then I would have slammed the door in that bastard's face! But like, if he came back now... I guess I would still slam the door in his face, but after I hit him with a flower pot and throw a couple pans at him. But if he still comes back after that, I'll let him in."

"Woman, you crazy!" Jin gasped after what is mother said resulting in the lady laughing.

"It's only because I loved him with everything I had and he just left me, but if he still came back to me after I nearly killed him, then that proves that he loves me too and you get that."

"No, I don't mommy, not even one bit, I want to be so angry with him, but I can't. It's like no matter how much I try my body works against me for him."

"Are we still talking about your father or Namjoon?"

"God, I don't care about that old cheater!" Jin said with a disgusted face

"Okay good, because that would be weird!"

"What the? Why would I even -"

"Yes, yes, I'm sorry, you know me, always thinking shit and what not."

"God, lady how am I related to you?"

"Well, it all started-"

"Jesus, NO! I don't need you to tell me, it was a rhetorical question!"

Jin's mother just shrugged.

"That's called love darling." Jin's mother said as she got up to check the food on the stove.

"YAY, way to show you love me mama!" Jin faked puking motions.

"Ha-ha very funny son, but I was talking about you and Namjoon."

"Duh it's love, we were married five years ago!"

"No darling, I'm talking about now, you still love each other and from the story of the stunt he pulled in the hospital, I can tell he loves you too. But then again, it's your choice baby, if you think you'll be happy then go to him, try again and live happily ever after, and if you plan on rejecting him, you can always come to me so we can live like two lonely divorced people, we could even get into a support group and stuff!"

"Wow, you must really want me to get back with him, huh?"

"What makes you say that sweetie?" Jin's mother's words were dripping with sarcasm.

"Really Ma, you've always had a sweet spot for him! Plus, you had living with you sound horrible."

"I do agree with that, he was always sweet and charming and bonus now he's freaking rich! Everyone makes mistakes, so I say skip them and hop over to him. But remember, the choice is yours, but personally if I was you, I would accept him; but then again, I'm only your mother... Who always knows what's best for you." She said with a creepy grin. She definitely was their no.1 fangirl.

"Gosh you're such a gold digger!" Jin said laughing.

"Don't act like you're not my son and just like me!" his mother joined in.

They laughed, joked and watched movies for the rest of the night, while having multiple dinners and food breaks.

Truly like mother, like son.

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"JIN GET YOUR FREAKING ASS UP! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU LEFT WITHOUT TELLING ME! DO YOU HAVE NO HEART? YOU, BLOODY FLAMINGO!" Jinyoung's voice nearly torn Jin's eardrums. The covers were yanked off him, leaving his thighs to freeze as he only slept in his boxers and shirt.

"Mommy it's too early, let me sleep a little more." Jin whined as he tried warming himself up by bringing his knees to his chest.

"MOMMY? BITCH, I'TS BEEN FOUR DAYS AND YOU'VE ALREADY FORGOTTEN HOW I SOUNDED!" Jinyoung said as he kicked Jin off the bed.

"OUCH! WHAT THE HECK! Oh, it's you-" Jin said as he crawled back into bed.

"Yes, it's me, you useless cardboard! Why the heck didn't you tell me you were going to see your mom? Do you know how frightening it was to see your hibernating ass was gone? I thought you upped and left!"

"Do you hear how contradictory you sound right now?" jin said in a sleepy voice.

"Nobody cares right now jin! The question is why didn't you tell me you were coming here?" Jinyoung yelled in frustration.

"I just needed some time to think to myself."

"Oh god, this is about Namjoon isn't it! I thought you were going to reject him!"

"Yeah, about that. I-"

"YOU'RE HAVING SECOND THOUGHTS ABOUT REJECTING THE ONLY MAN WHO RUINED YOUR WHOLE LIFE! Didn't we talk about this that day, Jin?"

"Hey he didn't ruin my whole life, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't be here!"

"EXACTLY! If it weren't for him, Jin you would have been a doctor like seven years ago and you wouldn't be miserable and struggling right now!"

"BUT HE WAS A PART OF MY LIFE! He was the love of my life and I don't think I can reject him, even after everything he did to me. This is my call and I plan on making it with or without you by my side! If you have a problem with him, Jinyoung then you can leave. I want this, I want to be with him and I love him. If being my best friend didn't show you that I truly love him, then I guess you don't know me well enough!"

Jinyoung stared at him like he sprouted two heads, never, I repeat, never ever, has Jin talked about their friendship that way. But Jinyoung's shock suddenly turned to anger.

"Is that what you think, WELL FINE! DON'T COME CRYING TO ME IF HE HURTS YOU AGAIN. I WAS ONLY TRYING TO LOOK OUT FOR YOU, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE YOUR SMART PERFECT ASS DOSEN'T NEED IT! GOODBYE!" Jinyoung yelled as he walked out the door with tears treating to fall. He had hoped that he had set Jin's mind about reject Namjoon, but I guess he didn't.

[EDITED: 25.04.2020]