OHSHC X Vampire Reader

Feast

"I guess your dead brother must've written it"
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Smack!

"You have no place to speak of him like that!" You screamed. A foul shadow covered your eyes in an effort to not let him see you cry, but the tears that trickled down your face showed the truth.

Your fists balled and your nails dug into your skin, causing small droplets of blood to rush down your hand. Your knuckles turn white and glew in the dimmly lit room.

Kyoya's face had a bright pink hand print on his left side. His glasses had clattered to the ground, allowing his eyes to reveal his true feelings. Anger - confusion - shock.

You wiped your face and rubbed your eyes but the tears wouldn't stop coming. "Its my fault..my brother is the walking- talking dead because of me."

"Let me help you!"  Your brother's voice rung in your ears. You winced, the pain of his cry haunted you, now more than ever.

Your foot steps echoed on the floor as you left the host room, slamming the door on your way out while leaving a very shook Kyoya in dark disarray.

The other hosts crowded infront of the door, listening as their ears pressed against it. Jumping from the door slam, they cowered away in fear that you might literally murder them for eeves dropping.

Haruhi stepped up and put her hand on your shoulder. 
"Just let us help you (Y/N).."

"Let me help you!"

You jump back from the sudden, horrific flashback causing Haruhi to jump and pull her hand away.

"You can't.." you mumbled before turning your heels and running out of the school. Your head pounded against your skull and your stomach begged to be fed.

"Its happening all over again..you'll gain their trust and then eat them."

You ran faster, not to run from the hosts, but from your thoughts and from the world of misery that leaned over your shoulder. You ran from the thought that someone knew, that Kyoya knew about this secret. You ran because since that night, you have done nothing else.

"They're nothing but food supply (Y/N)..why pity them?"
"Because they're my friends!"
"Are they? Last I remember they only talk to you for more income towards the Host Club."

"Will you shut up!" You screamed, only to realize that you were talking in your head. To yourself..

Bystanders looked at you before quickly walking away. Your knees buckle and you fall to the ground. Rain quietly snuck into the sky before dropping onto you. Blood drizzled down the palms of your hands and puddled around you, before mixing with the light rain and rushing to a nearby storm-drain

The metallic smell was memorizing, like the thought of cigarettes to a smoker, you needed it. By starving yourself, the blood lust just became stronger.
"I'm going insane.." "Yeah you idiot you haven't eaten in a week, anyone would go crazy."

You wrestled to stand before slowly making your way back home.

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Your front door slowly creaked open to reveal the dark living room.

You took off your shoes, leaving them by the door next to your brothers Nike's. Ringing/ shaking out your dripping (long/short/shirt if you dont have hair) hair/shirt, you walked inside before closing the door as quietly as you could. The kitchen light was on so you figured that your brother was in there.

"Hey (Y/N)! How was your day at school sweetie?" your brother asked coming out of the kitchen with a apron that says "Stay Back, I Bite." on it in crimson cursive.

You bottom lip started quivering and tears rolled down your face. The bright smile on your brother's face soon faltered and was replaced with a concerned, loving look that screamed "What's wrong and who do I need to kill?"

He came up to you and wrapped his arms around you. As soon as he did you sobbed in his chest. "I- I'm so-so sorr-ry!" You said within a sad number of sobs that you didn't even try to keep count of.

"Shhh. Why are you sorry? What happened, (N/N)?" You hiccupped and blew your nose in his shirt. He looked at you with a disgusted face as you giggled before remembering the Host Club and going back to being depressed.

"I turned you into a monster.."

He looked shocked and bent down, resting his hands on your shoulders. "(Y/N).." he looked at you with sad blue eyes before hugging you. "I'm not a monster because I'm just like you and you're not a monster.." He stated plainly as if it were common sense.

"And I'm a monster! Look at me for God's sake!" You said as your eyes turned red in rage. "I killed you that night Mike! You died because of me!" You forced yourself out of his hug and turned your back towards him and focused on the (F/C) couch, which had become really intresting at the moment.

"Oh my God...I'm dead?? Wait do dead people eat? Sleep? Breathe?"

You turned and glared at him before shaking your head. "Exactly..I'm not dead."

"I'm still a monster.." You mumbled looking at your shoes that suddenly became just as  interesting as the couch.

"Would a monster not eat for a week just because he feels guilty?" He asked, pressing his hand against your back.

Your head rose quickly and you looked at him in shock. "How did-"

"Your my sister (Y/N)..I know these things. Your friends..The host ones, right? They're rubbing off on you hmm?"

Looking back down at your shoes you nodded bashfully.

"Look at me," you didn't want to look at him. You were ashamed, that you turned him into this, that drinking dead people's blood became the 'norm'.

But you did anyway, and saw the eyes of a sorrowful sea. Tossing and turning meloncont waves rolled over in a ocean of tears.

He was crying, too.

"By not eating, you proved that you're still more human than you think. You don't want to hurt people, so you begged me to get a job at the local hospital and bring you back unwanted blood bags. You're not a monster (Y/N), I promise."

You sniffled and nodded before giving your brother a short, weak hug.

"Now that you've started up my water works, I'm starved. You," He started while pointing at you, "are going to eat tonight. Even if I have to grab a needle and stick it in your arm, you're eating"

"Okay! Okay, I'll eat." You said in a breathy chuckle as you jokingly shoved his hand away.

"Good, and no more starving yourself okay?"
"..Okay"

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AHHHH I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY GEEZZZ

I'm so sorry I haven't updated, I lost my phone (it got stolen) and didn't have the money to buy a new one but today I got it back and quickly wrote down this chapter. Gosh it feels so good to be back, I'm so so so so SOO sorry!! I love you guys so much and have a safe night/day!!"

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