I'm in love with my best friends brother

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Roxy's pov
      After I explained what happened, we went and saw the guys doing sound check... I see Jinxx and he waves at me, I really don't feel like seeing or being near him or anything at all. Andy motions me to come to him, I go to the stage and Andy walks to me. " Roxy, you need to talk to him. We have 17 minutes till the set starts." I huff, I really don't want to, I don't want to talk to him. "Do I have to?" I ask Andy, maybe he'll say no and I wont have to. "Yes, Roxy please," he gives me the puppy eyes. "For me? Please?" I roll my eyes and walk off in Jinxxes direction. He looks at me and immediately looks down, why does he have to look so cute when he's sad. No Roxy, stop you cant have those feelings remember what he did to you. "Hi Jinxx." He looks back up and wipes away the one tear that I see, shit. He's so adorable, no stop! "Roxy I am so so sorry, I never meant to hurt you. It's just I needed to be held by someone I-I" he sighs, "I was really stupid
 to do it I feel so bad"  Hearing him say that feels a bit better, maybe we can still be good friends. "I know you do and I forgive you, can we try to still be friends please?" Asking him makes me feel like I'm desperate or something. Really I have to forgive him 'cause we pretty much live with him. Jake walks up, "Rox, time to play. Are you still singing the chick parts?" Oh I forgot about that crap....  "shit" I mutter. I run up to Andy, "Andy I need to go get ready save my parts till i get back, 20 minutes at the most" He nods as I run to the bus. I wash my hair and dry it in 5 minutes.... I didn't know I could move this fast. For make-up I do a simple eyeliner on my top lid with my eyes lined, some light brown eye shadow to light up my hazel eyes, and clear baby lips. I walk to my suit case and found a pair of  black tights...hmmm ANDYS SHIRT!!!! yes! I go to Andy's suit case and fine a ripped up mussel man shirt since I like a foot shorter than him
 its a perfect shirt with a blue tank top under it. I got dressed and put some combat boots on. Brushed my hair in place and put a black beanie on and walk to the stage. when I get there Andy look at me and rolls his eyes. He looked at the crowed and said, "Ok everyone, my little sister Roxy is going to help me with a few songs but first," He motions for me to come on the stage. I breath in deeply and walk on grabbing a mic on my way. "This shirt she is wearing is mine...really Rox?" He looks at me and I just shrug and say "Sorry I couldn't find one of mine that would be good for my first time on stage and the first day of tour" He smiles and hugs me. The guys start to play 'Lost it all'. When we finished they loved me. I was so scared, that they would hate me. Now we have to go do a signing, Andy looked at me and smiled. "You did amazing!" He said hugging me, he also picked me up and spun me around. "Thank you my lovely brother. Plus your shirt is comfy."
 I say smiling, he rolls his eyes at me. Some fans come up and want me to sign some stuff, others scowl at me. One fan was so happy to meet me she was crying, "Roxy, I love you your so beautiful and I think its great your touring with the guys" She said really fast. "Awe, thank you so much your really beautiful yourself." I told her, I reached up and gave her a big hug. She went and met the guys. I got a few guys numbers and can I just say? DAMN! The BVB army has some really sexy guys in it!!! We finish the signing and I'm now on CC back as he is carrying me back to the girls bus 'cause I'm so tired..... looooonnng day. "thank you CC" I say while he puts me on the couch and pull a blanket on me. "Your welcome Sweetie" He said, he smiles and walks off the bus. Lynn and Alexandra come busting in, "how was it? Are you ok? You hungry? Did you meet any cute guys?!?!?" They pretty much shout at me. "Leave me alone and I'll answer question tomorrow." I say
 hoping they would let me sleep "Um......... How about you GET YOUR ASS UP AND TELL ME!!!" Lynn yells. Bitch. I moan and roll over "Ok, keep calling me a bitch in your head." she said "I will" I said looking at Alexandra who has fallen asleep. Really? The hell is wrong with her? Oh well she will eventually wake up. I go to my bunk and think about today, wow I really met Jayy and Dahvie. As I thought that I got a text

J- Hey it's Jayy!! ;)

R- Oh, Hey! \(^-^)/ What's up??

J- Wishing your sexy body was next to me! ;) ;)

R- I might be able to come visit but aren't you gay?

J- Yes, but something's rising and it ain't jesus ;)

R- How about tomorrow, I've had a pretty rough day

 J- Ok, but babe promise you'll come?

R- I promise goodnight.

J-Night baby. sweet dream!

After that I drift off in to a dreamless sleep.

A/N: Sorry about the wait guys but I have a pierce the veil fan fic called saving angel

shout out to    1dlover_5445  go check out her book ' my brothers best friend (a ashely Purdy fan-fic)'  she is one hell of a writer!