i still wonder,
how people managed to smile
like vibrant sunrays,
pearl white plates visible
and arched lips stretched
to its extent,
eyes with so much rainbows
and dreams young
their skin unmarked
a clean canvas
how soft,
how delicate,
i have always envied
people who held so
much beauty within them
only to be thrown
and be washed away by
everything bullshit
but had always still
found a way
to happiness.
