it burns again
the heat shoving itself down to
his throat that had always spoken
of everything jeongguk
spitting out the words he has thrown
at him that night
the fucking sadness
sweeping his hopes
of still being his star,
his hopes of bringing them back together
cough,
cough!
cough!
eyes dilating and mouth agape
grasping all breaths jungkook
has taken away from him
with his body trembling
he crawls away from his damned restroom,
to his glossy window
he leans in and looks up
but fuck,the sky's empty
painted all in gloomy blacks
and purples
starless
with his eyes almost closing
he forces them open
he needed to see one atleast
a sign to know if jungkook was fine,
a sign to know that he's here
"s-sta-stars..j-jung..k-kook..n-need t-to see"
he was desperate,
tears spilling like magma melting his bones
choking out white streaks and died dreams
dropping a now wasted bottle of pest killers
and now a lightweight
like gas planets
—finally drifting to the deep space
jungkook has left him in.
