You left me alone [Under editing]

Why? [Edited]

Few years ago

~Flash back~

The weather was cold, the skies were dark, busy people were passing by, as the rain pour from the skies. A certain boy with bright blue hair like the skies, was sitting on a rusted swing, as his face looked down.

"Your useless Kurocchi" said a certain person.

He remembered this person to be energetic, with yellow hair and yellow eyes, oh how lovable and dramatic.

Remembering this he held his ears, as if hearing the other boy's voice.

"You're so weak you shouldn't play basketball anymore Tetsu"

"Shut up.." he muttered to himself. As painful as it can be, he remembered his competitive spirit and that bright smile, that sent shivers down his spine.

"You're so weak Kuro-chin I could just crush you"

"I know I'm weak.." he muttered again. Remembering his smile as he gave him sweets as 'Thank you',  oh how he ever wondered, if it was worth the trouble.

"You are a bad luck to us all Kuroko get lost"

"I knew that.... I knew that...I knew that...----" he muttered continuously, though his expression may be calm and collected, his eyes betray him as they shine, attempting to pour out all the tears kept.

"I don't need you anymore besides your useless and weak you never really did belong to this team, you are and will always be a disgrace to the team"

"I KNOW THAT!" he shouted to himself as he looked up the skies while letting his bangs cover his eyes, He let the rain shower him with droplets as he slowly looked down once again.

"Are you sure about that?" he remembered asking with a bit of hope, Oh how naïve he was.

the guy with bright red hair with mismatched eyes, the right was ruby like while the other eye had pretty golden like yellow color. He looked fierce and mighty.

"Yes I am always absolute" the guy replied with a stern and dominant voice.

"If that's the case then I shall leave you behind and never show up again. I will disappear" he said in return.

He remembered walking away, and then found himself walking through the city while passing and bumping into people, he finally found himself in a nearby park, although the park wasn't too far or too near from where he was.

He was able to let his thoughts run wild.

'Why did they leave me?' The boy thought

'Did I do something wrong? they all left me... Why?!'

Tetsuya thought, as he let the negativity devour himself as his thoughts went uncontrollable. His thoughts then ran into a certain memory of his mother's words as he crumble in an endless pit of despair.

'"You're a curse of the Kuroko family, Tetsuya you should have been a girl not a boy!!"'

They were all the same, Sirin too. I have always thought that, even they could be different, that they were the one I was looking for.

Kagami I opened the door for him but he was no different, it was shut down and never opened ever again.

When will all this nightmare stop?! when?! why?! Why is this happening to me?! Why?!

Or is it...

Is that the answer?

Should I just...?

No... wait..

They wished that I was gone right?

so maybe if I'm gone, will all the pain be gone...? Will they be able to forget me? Pfftt--... please I'm stupid of course they won't remember me why would they? I have no value in their eyes.

That's right, I am a disgrace, I am weak, I am bad luck, I am no good.

I knew the moment I was born, from the start, it was meant to be that way.

This way..

I shall grant their wish, I will never come back.

And the only way to do that is to....

Die

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Good day my luvs! Author here! finally I am able to edit some of my works and hopefully while i'm editing some of my books i'm able to also add new chapters while I still have these ideas inside my dumb head. But anyways I hope you all could forgive me and find it in your hearts to understand that i am a vary vary varyyyyyy active and busy person in IRL and hopefully as i also continue to improve these books I able to make you guys love it more than before.

Take note i am not a professional writer and some how having the inspiration to try writing, hopefully you guys would still enjoy these books. Well that's all guys Thank you and have a nice dayyyy

Edited: 26/04/21

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