Louis doesn't ride the train today .
Louis doesn't ride the train today .
Louis doesn't ride the train today .
Louis doesn't ride the train today .
Weeks become months , months turn into years and still I see nothing of Louis , people on the train whisper about me , the mother smiles softly at me and it's today that the little boy is back , he sits beside me .
We are silent ,and I began to wonder where he's been - did I make him disappear too even though we barely speak to each other .
I press my hand on the window and he does too , its chill to the bone and we wait until the rain hits against the window that we come back to reality .
People get off , others get on , the train changes gears and still he sits beside me doing his homework with his bottom lip between his teeth .
He's so small ,so delicate and I'm afraid he has no parents when the time hits 10:30 pm and he still sits beside ,pulls out a snack out of his lunch box and offers me a piece .
I slowly take the treat and notice his piercing green eyes ,the boy is breathtaking ,a work of art .
"Dad do you think , mum loved you right when you guys met on the train ?"
I close my eyes , lay my head on the cold window and my hand holds the book that lays on my lap tightly .
" yeah son ,I think he loved me from the very beginning ." I whisper with a smile .
The title of said book , the 35 chapters and best time seller rides the train with us and I miss him of course ,miss him so much that I cry myself to sleep but I know he would want better for me .
I name the book ....
BEFORE YOU .
YOU ARE READING
Before you (l.sau)
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