The Naive #wattys2017

#2

That night I slept early, my room was filled with the feeling of guilt and humiliation. I'm insane. I literally don't know when to use which word My eyes were filled with bitter sad feeling. He was just being nice to me and me, I was so fucking rude. Holy shit !! I have to apologize. No one knows better than me that, how it feels when someone judges you wrong. I got up as fast as I can and rushed to the bath. Water was unbearable but still, I managed. It took me few minutes to dress up. I rushed towards my door, unlocked it. Being a foolish person I didn't even know where he lived. I assumed and went towards left and knocked the door of the house. Till few seconds no one came.

"Hey. Morning. What are you doing here ?" His curly hairs were tangled, it looked like he just woke up. I was biting my lower lip.

"Um eh, i was here to apologize " I shook my head. Feeling of humiliation made my eyes wet

"It's okay. It wasn't your fault, it's all because of circumstances. " He stared in my eyes ...

He smirked and shook his head. max started moving in. One can easily look and tell that he was hurt. And I'm the reason for his sadness. I'm such a dumb ass

" Max wait. It's always not because of circumstances. Sometimes good people don't deserve bad people. I'm sorry. " I politely​ said. Our conversation was filled with dry humor.

" Umm who says you are bad?".

"Umm, i --I was thinking....To go out .....I hem not forcing you. If you want " my words were jumbled. I really was just saying bullshit.

" Yea. Sure but answer me. You are a good person. Probably it's just your past that you are rude and yeah please don't swear a lot "

there were no expressions on his face.

" I'm a bad person and you have already seen this yesterday. See you soon " i looked down . while he was still looking at me.

" you just have trust issues..." he went inside murmuring while i waved and smiled but this time he didn't. I felt bad, very bad. I walked in guilt. I thought to wear the dress he bought me. My hairs take usually a lot of time to set up but bun didn't work out with this dress, i combed my hairs properly. It took me nearly 40 minutes to get ready.

.............

He finally forgot what i did yesterday.

It was already seven in the night. Time passed so fast. We didn't walk anywhere today. Max wanted to buy some grocery stuff so he bought it and i helped him. We were walking through the street. His arm was wrapped around my stomach. We were walking like couples. I was looking down on the ground in addition to that, my one hand was busy in holding his bags. My day was sort of boring. Max broke the silence.

"Would you like to have a dinner in my apartment. I can cook very well " he smiled.

"Hmm okay, " once again we entered silence. I didn't know what to say, i just simply agreed with him. Chilled air was striking me and was making my hair messy. As soon as we reached his condo he unlocked the door. It was an antic sort of apartment. Ceiling and floor were of wood. There was just a sofa, a small antic dining, and a bed with TV in front of it. It was a small room and decorated like the 90s.

"Welcome," he asked me to sit on the sofa.

I smiled because i was short of words.

" So you wait here I'll be preparing something​" he insisted. He went towards his small kitchen. I was already feeling sleepy but somehow I managed to be up. I didn't know what happened afterward.

" Anne. Anne Anne. Get up. !!" I woke from max's call.

"Umm huh where i am. max ?" I guess i slept. Max woke me up. I saw some plates in his hand.

" You are here in my condo. Did you sleep? I just left you for 20 minutes and you slept? Okay just eat the food and sleep on my bed. " I nodded.

"I have made Macaroni Cheese for you " he smiled. He served me and i ate it like a three-year-old. Max was looking like a parent who forces her naughty girl to eat. Without even saying thanks, i went to sleep​. I was such a foolish person. I'm such a lazy ass. My house was just a minute far from here but being an asshole I slept in his house.

I still remember that Max gave me blankets and he slept on the sofa. I am such a disturbance. That night was very awkward.