I could be the one

I hate you,dont leave me

Beca finally finished packing her suitcase at around 8pm. She packed all the essentials she needed for her to work on some mixes while she was in New York. In her bag that she was taking on the plane, she packed her Macbook, her iPod and her songbook in case she got any inspiration for a new song. Most of her stuff was all packed apart from her guitar, which she was currently strumming along to in hopes that she'd come up with a song for her album. She'd tell you that Chloe is not on her mind while she's writing the song, but then she'd be lying.

She decided to call Jesse to tell him that she was leaving for New York for a month tomorrow. He was bummed that she'd be missing their weekly moviecation sessions but he was more than happy for her when she told him that she'd be working with Demi Lovato and that she would be on Letterman. He also ended up giving her an impromptu pep talk about what to do when she told him that Chloe ran away from her earlier.

"She ran away?" he asked, sounding like she just told him that Chloe had just shot her.

"Yeah, I- I was singing for her and she-"

"-Wait, you sang for her?" he asked in a shocked tone.

"Yeah"

"What did you sing?"

"At first I sang a song that I wrote the other day, then I sang that's what hurts by Hall & Oates"

She hears Jesse chuckle down the phone and she knows for a fact that he's going to tease her for being a hopeless romantic. But she doesn't care. She relates to that song and it means a lot to her.

"Did she like the song you wrote?" he asked after he told her she was a cheese-ball.

"I hope she did, I mean.. I wrote it for her but I didn't tell her that-"

"-You wrote a song for her?!" He asked, putting emphasis on the word 'her'. He sounded even more shocked at this which made Beca roll her eyes because he get's so excited about the smallest of things.

"It's no big deal" she answered back defensively.

"That is a big deal, Becs! Of all the years I've known you, you've never written a song for a girl and sang it to her."

"Yeah, well.." she trailed off, sighing and biting at her nails. (A habit she does when she's nervous.)

"She really means a lot to you, doesn't she?" he sounded more genuine with the question, because he knows that if he doesn't ask, Beca's never going to admit it.

"Yeah.. I love her Jesse but she doesn't love me back and it- it kinda fucking sucks"

"Have you told her that you love her?"

There was silence on the phone as Beca thought of what Jesse would say when she tells him that she hadn't told her she loves her yet. She's always complaining to Jesse about how much she loves Chloe and that she doesn't love her back but she's never taken the time to actually sit down and tell Chloe this.

"Becs?"

"No- no not exactly.."

She heard him sigh a little too dramatically down the phone. "You have to tell her"

"I can't" she shot back almost immediately.

"Why? I thought she wanted to be with you just the other day?"

"No, Chloe seems to need 'space' and 'time' as if this is physics and not a human relationship." she sighed as she fiddled with the strings on her guitar.

"I'm sorry, Becaw."

"What have I told you about calling me that?" she sounded stern but Jesse knew that she was just trying not to be mad at him. He also knew that if he was with her right now, she'd probably punch him in the arm. Sure, Beca's a little person but man, she can throw a mean punch when she's frustrated with someone.