Its been roughly 2 months that I've been communicating with King. Telling him as much information as I could get my hands on. I think Simba is starting to realise it's me. He sent one of his boys to feed me fause information. I wasn't born yesterday. I was way too comfortable with this life style when I was younger.
I've been hacking into his phone for the information. I don't even think it was his idea to get his friend to feed me fause information. I think it was his homeboys because Simba has never said anything "work" related to me ever. He keeps me out of it. His friends probably think it's me.
I flick through the channels in the hospital room. Yes that's right. Officially 9 months baby Prince is about to drop any day now. My mom is right by my side. Simba, Mega, and their parents have been coming to visit. It's day 3 that I've been in here and I think today is the day.
"Mama I need to tell you something." "What?" "I don't know who my baby's father is." "What!? Mega isn't the father?" "He might be, it could be Simba." "Brothers Nicole." All of my emotions hit me at once. "Mama Mega beats on me!" "Why the fuck are you still married? Is that what you were so afraid of? He been hitting you sense way before y'all got married? Now Nicole you know better. Some men put on a fake ass performance until after the wedding but he was telling you he was no good before it. Why do you act so blind when it comes to men?" "I don't know mama." I started crying my eyes out and my mom stood up and held me.
I felt her tears drip down on me. My mom never cries unless one of her kids cry. If she does cry, we never know about it. Behind her gorgeous young looking face was years of struggle and yet we never saw a tear. "Nicole I love you. You are grown but you are still my little girl. If there was anything you should've learned from me it should've been that you are strong and independent. You can conquer the opstical."
This made me lose it. My mom never was the type of mom to show love. Her love was shown by working long hours to provide food and a home for us. Not hug us, kiss us, and tell us she loved us. She was always a blessing but was really hard on us. When I made B's I never got a "good job" but always a "you can do better." And yet to others she always bragged about our accomplishments. Just knowing how emotionless she was. Made this moment amazing and something I needed to hear. Sometimes you gotta hear it from ya momma to realise how bad you fucked up.
A/N
This small chapter is dedicated to my momma. I wasn't going to end this chapter like this but hey mothers day is coming up so why the hell not lol. Nicole's mom was inspired by my mom. I love you ma and thank you for being there for me❤❤❤happy early mother's day to you and/or your mom.
Oh btw we got our mom concert tickets and money, and we are taking her out to eat.
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Teen Fictiona beautiful young woman, mother, wife is getting abused by her handsome husband. she has no way out. but maybe just maybe the grass is greener somewhere else.
